Prologue:
As I walk pass my new path in life here in Jacksonville University I remembered the time when I was just Seventeen years old…This was the first time I ever fell in love. I know that some of you may think that I was you but I loved him so much He was the light of my life before our parents held us apart. He is now in Missouri University I haven't talk to him yet but there was something that I feel which most broken hearted women wouldn't feel .You see I am still in love with him even with the passage of four years.
I am now in my third year of college and now I guess he has a job now but this time I will tell you everything even though it hurts me to remember everything from the first day that I have met him. As time rolled backwards in my mind. I am twenty three years old…But I as I close my eyes I felt a sudden rush of love,hope and serenity. As I opened my eyes I see myself in my room magenta the color every where my bed as I sat on it , it felt soft and warm when I looked in my mirror I know that, My name is Barbara Jean Blank and I am eighteen years old set on another day in my last year in high school.