Abnegation

Gray, though just a shade,

It's my colour, it's my name.

To fade into the background,

Be selfless, don't complain.

Shapeless, confused,

Feeling dirty, feeling wasted.

I false, I feel fake,

Like I don't fit what my name is.

Bravery and weakness,

Somehow they combine,

To make a colourful mirage,

Of an Abnegation mind.