Hello. I've finally gotten up and around, due to listening to Three Days
Grace over and over, and being depressed. This is a songfic, and may be
either a one-shot or a continuation. If a continuation, probably a bunch of
songfics. Anyway, the summary and the disclaimer:
Summary: Jounouchi Katsuya and Seto Kaiba have been dating for almost a year. As their anniversary approaches, Jounouchi finds that his lover is acting.different. Major angst alert, depression, language, drug abuse, and hints of a sexual nature. Rating? Most likely R.
Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh, I do not own Three Days Grace, however I own a copy of their CD.
Have fun.
"Speech" ][Lyrics][
Thoughts
Drown
][Good morning day Sorry I'm not there But all my favorite friends Vanished in the air ][
It'll be a year tomorrow, since Seto and I got together. You'd think we both would be screwing like bunnies, being the hormonal teenagers we are. My friends all have lovers of their own as well. Ryou and Malik, Yami Bakura and Yami Malik, and of course, Yami and Yugi. Anzu long since left for New York, and Yugi's been getting letters from her. She's doing well, has a boyfriend, happy with her dancing career. Boy, sounds like a regular fairytale, doesn't it?
][It's hard to fly
When you can't even run
Once I had the world But now I've got no one][
Lately, Seto's been 'working' more than usual. I know he has Kaiba Corporation to look after as well as the safety and welfare of his brother, but it just seems.strange. Have you ever felt that something was nagging at you, but you couldn't figure out what? Well, that's how I feel right now. He's still at work, and it's after two in the morning! I began swearing under my breath, glaring at his side of the bed. I picked up the phone, cradling it between my shoulder and my head while I dialed Seto's private line. It took five rings, which isn't normal because only Mokouba and I know this line, he'd be on the phone within the first. When he finally does answer, he sounds...out of breath. And there's a unfamiliar voice speaking, or more accurately moaning, in the background.
"Kaiba."
"Oh, I'm so sorry to bug you Mr. Kaiba. You must be so busy with whoever you're fucking over there, aren't you?!" I yelled into the phone, wanting to hear something from him. Damn it, why the fuck would he do this to me?!
"Jounouchi, I swear, it's not what you think-"
"The fuck it is! Guess the great Seto Kaiba doesn't need someone as pathetic as me, does he? Well then go to hell! I never want to talk to you again!"
I slammed the phone down, most likely breaking it. I smirked to myself, and got out of the bed. I got dressed, put all my clothes and any of my belongings in a suitcase. I slammed that shut too, unable to contain my frustration and anger. What possessed him to cheat on me? Was I not good enough for the great Seto Kaiba? We'd lay in bed and hold each other, just enjoying each other's company- Oh God.I don't want to even think about it. I let tears fall down my face, unable to stop. On my way out, I couldn't even stop by Mokouba's room. I'd never see the kid again, most likely. Too bad, it was nice to act like he was a little brother to me.
][If I needed someone to control me If I needed someone to hold me down I would change my direction
And save myself before I.][
I couldn't go bug any of my friends. I already owed them too much to bum off them. I stopped in the middle of my mental rant. Wasn't that a drug dealer I used to know? I saw a middle-aged man with a leather jacket hanging off his shoulders.
"Gary? Is that you?"
He looked over to me, and his eyes lit up. "Jou? Haven't seen you in a while! Do ya need a hit?"
"Got any acid?" I asked drearily. Seto had no idea of me having any addiction to drugs whether it was before or after we got together. He never will know about this either, unless I end up dead on the sidewalk. Bet he'd be smiling for once. 'Jounouchi Katsuya, age 19, was found in the early morning, already dead from drug overdosing when they found him.'. I scoffed. Heh. Like anyone would care if he was dead. Sure, maybe his friends would be upset, but they had lovers of their own. They'd forget about him the next day. Gary handed over a sheet that closely resembled stamps. However, if you looked closer, you'd find it to be LSD. Yeah, it was an upper. If he could die happy, that would be enough. Even if it was a fake happiness.
][If I needed someone to control me If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
And save myself before I.drown][
Jou took one, placing it under his tongue and waiting for the slight buzz in his head. He took three more, waiting until he saw nothing but what he wanted to see. 'There's fireworks! Wow.It reminds me of-No! Don't think that! It won't make you happy!'
"Well, have all the fun you want. Since you're a personal friend, I'll give ya a discount. How 'bout 300 yen? A bargain for the usual 500." The man said, grinning when Jounouchi deposited the money in his hands. As Jounouchi continued to take the drug, the happier he felt. In fact, it was helping him to forget about his problems. Jounouchi's eyes lit up with excitement, and he began to jog around. 'I feel like I'm flying!' Jounouchi thought happily.
][Good morning day Sorry you're not here But all the times before
Were never this unclear][
Jounouchi ran to the end of the park, never even seeing the car that was coming at him.
A/N: -Cringes.- I hope to God no one heard what I just said. Lauren T. let it slip today in 7th period, and the sub totally ignored it! My grandmother was behind me too.I'm really sorry for the shortness. I came up with nothing much for the end. -Shrug.- Constructive criticism is welcome, flame me if you will. I know it sucks.
Summary: Jounouchi Katsuya and Seto Kaiba have been dating for almost a year. As their anniversary approaches, Jounouchi finds that his lover is acting.different. Major angst alert, depression, language, drug abuse, and hints of a sexual nature. Rating? Most likely R.
Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh, I do not own Three Days Grace, however I own a copy of their CD.
Have fun.
"Speech" ][Lyrics][
Thoughts
Drown
][Good morning day Sorry I'm not there But all my favorite friends Vanished in the air ][
It'll be a year tomorrow, since Seto and I got together. You'd think we both would be screwing like bunnies, being the hormonal teenagers we are. My friends all have lovers of their own as well. Ryou and Malik, Yami Bakura and Yami Malik, and of course, Yami and Yugi. Anzu long since left for New York, and Yugi's been getting letters from her. She's doing well, has a boyfriend, happy with her dancing career. Boy, sounds like a regular fairytale, doesn't it?
][It's hard to fly
When you can't even run
Once I had the world But now I've got no one][
Lately, Seto's been 'working' more than usual. I know he has Kaiba Corporation to look after as well as the safety and welfare of his brother, but it just seems.strange. Have you ever felt that something was nagging at you, but you couldn't figure out what? Well, that's how I feel right now. He's still at work, and it's after two in the morning! I began swearing under my breath, glaring at his side of the bed. I picked up the phone, cradling it between my shoulder and my head while I dialed Seto's private line. It took five rings, which isn't normal because only Mokouba and I know this line, he'd be on the phone within the first. When he finally does answer, he sounds...out of breath. And there's a unfamiliar voice speaking, or more accurately moaning, in the background.
"Kaiba."
"Oh, I'm so sorry to bug you Mr. Kaiba. You must be so busy with whoever you're fucking over there, aren't you?!" I yelled into the phone, wanting to hear something from him. Damn it, why the fuck would he do this to me?!
"Jounouchi, I swear, it's not what you think-"
"The fuck it is! Guess the great Seto Kaiba doesn't need someone as pathetic as me, does he? Well then go to hell! I never want to talk to you again!"
I slammed the phone down, most likely breaking it. I smirked to myself, and got out of the bed. I got dressed, put all my clothes and any of my belongings in a suitcase. I slammed that shut too, unable to contain my frustration and anger. What possessed him to cheat on me? Was I not good enough for the great Seto Kaiba? We'd lay in bed and hold each other, just enjoying each other's company- Oh God.I don't want to even think about it. I let tears fall down my face, unable to stop. On my way out, I couldn't even stop by Mokouba's room. I'd never see the kid again, most likely. Too bad, it was nice to act like he was a little brother to me.
][If I needed someone to control me If I needed someone to hold me down I would change my direction
And save myself before I.][
I couldn't go bug any of my friends. I already owed them too much to bum off them. I stopped in the middle of my mental rant. Wasn't that a drug dealer I used to know? I saw a middle-aged man with a leather jacket hanging off his shoulders.
"Gary? Is that you?"
He looked over to me, and his eyes lit up. "Jou? Haven't seen you in a while! Do ya need a hit?"
"Got any acid?" I asked drearily. Seto had no idea of me having any addiction to drugs whether it was before or after we got together. He never will know about this either, unless I end up dead on the sidewalk. Bet he'd be smiling for once. 'Jounouchi Katsuya, age 19, was found in the early morning, already dead from drug overdosing when they found him.'. I scoffed. Heh. Like anyone would care if he was dead. Sure, maybe his friends would be upset, but they had lovers of their own. They'd forget about him the next day. Gary handed over a sheet that closely resembled stamps. However, if you looked closer, you'd find it to be LSD. Yeah, it was an upper. If he could die happy, that would be enough. Even if it was a fake happiness.
][If I needed someone to control me If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
And save myself before I.drown][
Jou took one, placing it under his tongue and waiting for the slight buzz in his head. He took three more, waiting until he saw nothing but what he wanted to see. 'There's fireworks! Wow.It reminds me of-No! Don't think that! It won't make you happy!'
"Well, have all the fun you want. Since you're a personal friend, I'll give ya a discount. How 'bout 300 yen? A bargain for the usual 500." The man said, grinning when Jounouchi deposited the money in his hands. As Jounouchi continued to take the drug, the happier he felt. In fact, it was helping him to forget about his problems. Jounouchi's eyes lit up with excitement, and he began to jog around. 'I feel like I'm flying!' Jounouchi thought happily.
][Good morning day Sorry you're not here But all the times before
Were never this unclear][
Jounouchi ran to the end of the park, never even seeing the car that was coming at him.
A/N: -Cringes.- I hope to God no one heard what I just said. Lauren T. let it slip today in 7th period, and the sub totally ignored it! My grandmother was behind me too.I'm really sorry for the shortness. I came up with nothing much for the end. -Shrug.- Constructive criticism is welcome, flame me if you will. I know it sucks.