Hey party people. OK so I am going to go through and rework this story so thank you if you have my story on alert and please do reread it because its gonna be some changes though not sure yet what they will be. That being said I do have a rough idea of where I want this to go.

Also, I am not ASP and I do not own Gilmore girls for if I did seventh season would have gone very different. Onto the story.

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Tristan walked in to his small off campus apartment that he had called home for nearly two years and sat down at his computer and began to type.

Dear Rory,

Yes I do know your name, I just prefer Mary. I hate the way that I had to leave. When you first came to Chilton and the first time I saw you I thought man that girl is beautiful and then I realized how innocent you were. I started calling you Mary because you were so innocent, and I knew from the very first time I saw you that you were the one for me. I fell in love with you on your first day and have fallen even more in love with you since.

Every day I wonder how things would be different if I had never broken into that safe. I was such and idiot, my only excuse is that I was hurting. We had only just started being friends when I heard that P.J. Harvey was coming to town, I always loved her music. Yes I knew who she was I just wanted to rile you up, your cute when you get riled. And the bagboy showed up. It was a knife to my heart when you told him you hated me. Then I started hanging out with Duncan and Bowman, well we all now how that stupidity turned out huh.

I know that you probably could care less about me, and you and Bag boy are most likely extremely happy, but I had to write this and tell you how I feel. I love you Rory Gilmore, I always have and always will. You'll always be my Mary.

Love always,

Tristan

Tristan stared at the screen and very nearly hit send. He had done this every night since his dad had pulled him from Chilton to go to military school, and like every night since then he hit save draft rather than sending the email through. Over the year he had had many reasons for not sending these daily emails, some begging her forgiveness for being so cocky, some missing her so badly that he'd had tears streaming down his face the entire time he'd been writing them, some just telling her how he was doing in school and that he was doing this for her. So that when the time came and he found her again he would be someone she would be proud to call a friend if not a lover.

After he graduated from Oak Ridge Military Academy he had gone on to Harvard with one thing in mind. Rory. Not that it had been an easy time convincing his father to let him go to Harvard rather than Yale. Generations of Dugreys had gone to Yale However, after two years of pleading and being on the straight and narrow at Oak Ridge his father had relented and had given him two years to look for Rory at Harvard With the condition that should he not find her within those two years he is to transfer to Yale without an argument.

So it was with this deal in mind that Tristan pushed his chair back from his computer desk and stood to start packing the rest of his belongings.

Maybe Yale would be kinder to him that Harvard had.

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alright well there is the first chapter. Let me know what you think and I am also looking for a beta if anyone is interested