OK, finally got around to fixing this chapter and post up another one.
Title: Most Important
Thing
Author: Mika Chan 55
Spoilers: None
Pairings: Cam/Hunter
Warnings: Boy/Boy love
" " : speech
blah : Words Cam wants to say, but doesn't
Summary: The most important thing in communication is hearing what isn't being said. -Unknown
"Get out,"
I stare at him in surprise and shock. He did not just tell me to leave. My heart clenches in pain as my wide eyes stare at his cold ones, "Cam,"
"No, Hunter," Cam shakes his head and I suddenly sense that he doesn't want me to leave, that he just doesn't know how to ask. Shoving the hurt and confusion to the side I study my lover's face. The once cold eyes morph to anguish filled ones, "Just leave me alone,"
Don't go, I need someone
I step forward, closer to my technical genius lover, "Not till you tell me why,"
"It's none of your damn business," Comes the growl response, but an underlying of...something is in its depths.
Help me
"Cam, please, let me help you," I take another step, all the signs that Cam has been trying to hide from everyone, from me, is slowly coming to the forefront of my mind, "I love you babe, please don't do this to us,"
"Don't do what?" Cam snaps angrily as he takes a step away from me, "Just leave me the fuck alone Hunter. I don't love you anymore,"
No, stay
"You don't love me? Fine," I narrow my eyes, trying to block the hurt pulsing through me, "But I'm not leaving until you finally tell me what is going on in that head of yours,"
"It's none of your business," Cam repeats and I am hit with an epiphany.
"Does it have to do with going to the doctor?" Score, Cam grows tenser, "What did he say?"
"I'm not telling you, just fucking leave already," Cam half shouts, "Just go and leave me be,"
Bad
"I'm not leaving Cam," I soothe the defensive male, "Not till you finally tell me what is wrong with you,"
"It's nothing,"
Everything
"Liar,"
"Please Hunter, just go, go and don't come back," Cam's voice states in defeat, "I mean it, I don't love you anymore,"
I'm tired of this, please hold me
I don't respond other than to take the quick strides over to the tense Cam and pull him into my strong embrace. He struggles weakly but I keep my hold tight till he finally gives up in defeat and falls limp against me and starts crying, "Shh, it's okay. I have you love,"
Shaking hands grab my shirt in a death grip as his whole body shudders in the racking sobs.
Help me
Finally he pulls back, but my hold does not allow him to get far, "What is wrong Cam? What did the doctor say?"
"Nothing,"
"Liar, nothing does not make you cry like this," I state calmly, my insides twisting in fear, "Please Cam, talk to me,"
"I have been,"
"No, not from here," I point to his mind and then let my hand travel down to his chest. His heart beating hard underneath my hand, "Talk to me from here,"
Cam looks ready to argue but I lean forward and kiss him hard and deep, letting my hurt, confusion, worry, and love pass through the kiss and to him. Sadness, worry, love, and guilt is my response from the slightly shorter male. We pull apart and I pull him back into a hug, rubbing his back soothingly.
"I have cancer,"
Fini
or
TBC...
This is where I'm planning on leaving it. It is up to everyone on weather I do or not. If anything I'll just do another short fic like this again based on another quote. shrug who knows.
Well, let me know what you thought of it. Thanks!
