Why?
Why do I still feel this way? You took my heart and kept it safe. So I thought. You secretly kept it on a string, ready for it to fall to the ground and break at any time. It didn't matter when.
Why do you do this to me? You let the string snap. The shattered pieces lay on the floor in disarray, still bleeding out with my love for you. What did I do wrong?
Why do I still love you? You talk to me just like you did before. Your smile still makes my heart flutter. It hurts.
Why do you keep this up? You only thought of yourself. And her. I didn't change, so what happened?
Why?
Love Is A Complicated Thing
Love is a complicated thing.
It sits on your shoulder, whispering sweet nothings in your ear.
It waits for you to fall hard.
To never be picked up again.
It watches you and him, trying to bring you closer.
But ends up tearing you apart.
You can't stop it.
It sneaks up on you, and gives you feelings for no reason.
The object of it's affection is someone you know is dangerous.
You know you should stay away.
But you run fast, blinded by it.
You end up on the floor.
Crying.
With no one there who understands to help with the pain.
It has it's own day.
But it seems only to make you feel worse.
You once knew it, when you were happy.
Or so you thought.
You regret many things that you did.
While you were being led into what you knew not of.
Only, you can't change anything.
There is nothing to look back upon and feel happiness anymore.
All the joy is gone.
The plans, the wishes, the hope.
Are all gone.
Like the way the wind blows.
Love is a complicated thing.
I Miss You
I miss it.
I miss your bright smile, always meant for me.
I miss your happy eyes, always looking at me.
I miss your strong hand, always holding onto me.
I miss your warm embrace, always there for me.
I miss your sweet words, always whispered only to me.
I miss your tender kiss, always only for me.
I miss you.
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Why can't I love you?
Am I not allowed?
All I wanted was to be noticed.
To be what you're thinking of.
But all I am is a second choice.
A default.
If you can't have her,
I'm the compromise.
Why won't you see?
I need you.
I want you.
You need to understand.
You're my reason for living.
My reason to wake up.
My reason for everything.
Without you, my world would crumble.
What should I do?
Just to make you realize.
So you can comprehend
How much I care for you.
But it hurts.
When you look me over.
When you pass me in the hallway.
Just to be next to her.
Until I Met You
I never thought we'd be like this.
I never imagined the things I'd do for you.
I never could fathom what true love was like.
Until I met you.
I never wanted to lose you.
I never questioned you.
I never hoped for anything more.
Until I met you.
I never stopped thinking of you.
I never wished for anyone else.
I never opened my heart to anyone.
Until I met you.