(A/N: So this was just a random idea that came to mind, and well… Why not? Enjoy!)
"I didn't think I loved Neliel at first, and neither of us realized just how strong our feelings were for each other. It just started out as a normal day, the two of us battling, and all of a sudden Nelliel decided to act all cute and defenseless when I was about to deliver the final blow. I couldn't help but restrain Santa Teresa and look her like she was insane. I asked her why she stopped our battle, and she simply told me: "I don't wanna fight you anymore, Nnoitra-sama". I remember cocking my head to the side, then laughing, and deciding perhaps it was time for a break. Then she'd said, "No, I do not wish to fight you. Period. It's foolish to fight someone who doesn't want to fight you back". Sometimes I always wondered why Neliel would switch from a childish demeanor to her true, mature side. I suddenly got angry with her and lashed out, only to hear her cry out in innocence, hoping I wouldn't really strike her down. There was something about the way she looked into my eyes before I considered hurting her, and I decided not to. She looked back into my eyes with a look of thanks, and she hugged me. That's what kind of turned me on, her bust being, y'know, ginormous, and her body temp warm and all. Regardless of my raging hormones and all, I accepted her hug. Then all of a sudden Nelliel pulled away to get a good look at my face and smile, and she placed her fingers on my lips. I didn't realize that I was leaning in to kiss her before she'd done so. Being the little child she was deep down inside, she giggled and ran off, but I quickly gave chase. When I'd finally caught up to her, I wrapped my arms around her waist to prevent her from going anywhere. Nelliel giggled as I lifted her up off the ground and held her upside down, still having my arms around her so she wouldn't fall. That way, I wouldn't have to hurt her-physically, anyways.
"Later that evening, we went back to the palace and got settled in for the night. I kept thinking to myself as I layed in bed, reflecting on how happy I'd been that afternoon. I'd never been so happy-not that sincere, warm kind, that is. I was about to turn in for the night when my door burst open and Nelliel came in with a running headstart, and she jumped on top of me. I recalled that she might've broken a couple of ribs, couple of bones, but at that very moment being that close to her was all that mattered to me. She smiled down at me and then decided to lay down on top of my body, resting her head on my chest. I chuckled lightly as she twirled a strand of my hair around her finger and absentmindedly swirled her other finger around one little spot on my chest. I gently ran my fingers through her hair as she slowly began to kiss my neck. Being the underground pervert I am, I really believed things were going to get intimate, but Nelliel was just being affectionate. This was-shockingly okay with me, too. All I really desired at that moment's time was to lay with her forever, and never let her go. She scooted up at eye's level to me and just gazed into my grey-purple eyes for what seemed like hours. Then, she finally spoke and asked me, "Do you ever think about the future"? I shrugged and admitted, "I think about my future with you". Nelliel blushed, and I hate to say it now, but I did myself, because neither of us expected me to say that. She just smiled softly and kissed me forehead. "You're sweet", was all she said. And at that very moment, I wished I'd told her just how much I loved her. I never got to...
"The next morning, we were to attend a meeting, and Nelliel sat next to Grimmjow. At first, I dismissed it, since they were practically best friends. Then I caught sight of hthe blue-headed fuck whispering in my girl's ear, and she giggled at whatever the hell he'd told her. I clenched my fists and prepared myself to go over there, and even considered shoving them both up Grimmjow's asshole. But then Aizen came in and I thought it wiser not to. He took his seat at the very end of the table, and I quickly sat back down, but the whole time the guy was talking I kept glaring over Grimmjow and Nelliel's way. I prayed to whoever the hell was up in those clouds for Jaegerjaquez to stay the fuck away from her, and for me to keep from losing it in front of everyone.
"As luck would have it, I walked in on them getting all close and cozy in the hallway, and seeing some other guy-who wasn't me-all up on Nelliel like that... I just snapped. I remember how she screamed when I socked Grimmjow across the face and cracked his jawbone mask. I remember her begging me to leave him alone, and I sadly remember me turning around and slapping her. After that, I was almost certain she'd never wanna see me again. Thankfully I contradicted myself when Nelliel came back to my room that night and pulled me into a bone-crushing embrace. I didn't ask any questions; I wasn't about to lose her again. She never spoke a word of the events earlier, because we both knew it wasn't something we weren't ready to dwell on. That didn't stop us from encountering the situation we'd have to be in much later. I knew how lost and rejected Nelliel felt when she told me she practically threw herself at Grimmjow only to be told she was just a sex toy. Hearing those last two words from my beauty's mouth was something I wished she'd take back, but I kept mind that it was that bastard-ass Jaegerjaquez was the one who'd said them. All Nelliel did was confess and cry that whole night, and I felt shitty for not comforting her, especially when I knew that all she wanted was to be treated right for once in her life. Instead, I just sat back and listened, but that's really all she wanted. That's what she'd told me, anyways, that she wasn't ready for anyone to touch her just yet. I respected her decision. Nelliel looked so goddamn fucking cute, just sitting there with her cheeks red and eyes watery and all big and googly and goddammit, I was getting all sentimental again! She giggled at me with that fucking adorable-ass giggle and told me how cute she thought it was whenever I blushed. In spite of myself I blushed even more to the point where I had to slap my hand over my mouth and nose. I couldn't say anything when I was in that kinda mood. Nelliel was just so innocent and sweet; I knew I didn't deserve her...
"That night she slept with me-and not like that either, but that was okay. I kept telling myself that things were turning out better for the both of us, but somehow in the back of my mind I thought not. Nelliel was just so positive about every little thing, even when she'd run into Grimmjow she was still kind. When he'd grunted and rolled his eyes-basically ignoring her-I socked him in the motherfucking forehead regardless, then bashed my head against his. He was out cold. Buh bye.
"The next few weeks ran by smoothly now that the bastard was out of the picture, and I got closer to Nelliel minute by minute. She didn't seem to notice that I got even more sentimental and sappy and melty and sweet and shit, which was kinda a relief to me. I didn't want her to know how much I caught on sooner than I believed. After another meeting Nelliel met me up in my room that evening, and we swapped funny stories and ended the night with some cuddling. That was kinda our daily routine, y'know? I kept finding myself getting lost in her eyes. I could never really identify what color they were. Sometimes they looked hazel, other times grey... Shit, no clue, but they sure as hell drew me in. Nelliel must've sensed my gazing because she'd finally looked up at me and kissed the eye that was covered. I smiled and pulled her into my arms, listening to her silk laugh as I tickled her and-
[FLASHBACK MOMENTARILY INTERRUPTED]
Nnoitra broke his story as he got misty-eyed. Oh, God, I really did not want to see this man cry! Because if he cried, there was no doubt I would. Seeing Nnoitra Gilga sincerely cry was like seeing a baby kitten AND puppy cross the street together and get ran over. Both those sights made you want to curl up in a ball and die!
Tesla and I both rushed to his aid and placed our hands on him, telling him that everything would be okay (although it clearly wasn't); that it was done and over with. Nnoitra choked and tried to pull himself together, but he just broke down and kept crying. I really hated a man like him losing a woman like Nel. Whatever drove them apart just wasn't fair. After seeing Nnoitra like this, and hearing how he talked about her, he REALLY didn't deserve to lose Nel...
"If it's too much for you, you don't have to continue the story", I let him know, but he just shook his head, resting it on my shoulder for comfort.
"N-no, it's okay", Nnoitra insisted. "You wanna know, and I'm letting you know. Just ignore my pussy moments".
I couldn't help but laugh at his attempt to keep me cheered up, but seeing those clear tears run down his cheek made me want to. . . Now I don't know anymore. At this point, he was like my son and I was the mother who would always be there for him.
"As I ws saying", Gilga continued, wiping his cheek tear-free and clearing his throat.
[FLASHBACK CONTINUED]
"Basically, you get the point that I loved Nelliel like nobody else. That whole night we held onto each other, afraid that if we let go, the love we'd built for so long would slip away. She didn't know how much I wanted to kill myself at the thought. She'd never know how I truly felt about her, and I really didn't want her to, because I was just so terrified of heartbreak. Getting hurt was something I could never take easily, and Nelliel knew that more than anyone. I knew she knew I loved her, but she hadn't spoken a word of it. By the time curfew hit, I asked her to stay with me. Nelliel was so sweet about keeping me company and staying awake just for me, even when she was so tired. I think deep down she was hurting, but I didn't know what it was from, and even if I did she wouldn't tell me so. It was about 6:50 A.M. and she was still wide awake, talking to me. I listened and gave my input at the appropriate times. Suddenly she asked me why I'd hidden this side of me for so long, and I honestly answered her with: "I didn't know I was gonna fall in love". Nelliel's face switched three different shades of pink and red in less than three seconds, and I did all I could to keep from laughing at her adorable level increasing. If she wanted to tell me what was on her mind all along, she didn't have to. It was expresed so clear on her face. "How long have you been in love"? She asked nonchalantly after regathering herself. "For as long as I can remember; I just didn't realize it until I opened my eyes and looked into hers". She didn't have to ask me to confess whose eyes were "hers", but in case she did, I added, "And those eyes are the unreadable, beautiful yet unidentified orbs of hazel-grey. Those are your eyes, Nelliel, and they're so beautiful". She teared up at my words and just broke down in my arms. I held her close to me, to my heart, because it's what we both needed. I silently stroked her hair and whispered sweet nothings into her ear until she cried herself to sleep.
"It was about a month later, and for the rest of that month Nelliel kept her distance from me, and it was something I didn't allow myself to understand. That whole time she stayed away I kept quiet and sad, not allowing anyone else pry into my mind or heart. That was something that only Nelliel could do. On the last day of that month, I came into her room only to find something that stung the back of my mind, even to this very day. Aizen had her on the bed, mouth gagged, wrists and ankles tied to the bed, and he was shamelessly raping her like the animal he really was. I yelled out all kinda of obscenities-half of them I made up-as I hurled my body at the man. He was no longer the man I looked up to as a father, but a monster that had been hiding in the dark, waiting to destroy me from the inside. Aizen had taken that one weakness that just tore me apart: Nelliel. He'd kept her to himself as his own personal sex slave, and hid her from the rest of the world, from me especially. As I blindly ripped at Aizen's throat, I kept wondering: What drove him to do this? Hasn't Nelliel suffered enough already? Why was he doing this, and for whose benefit? Obviously his own, I could answer that last question for myself, but as to why he did it, maybe it was because he didn't get enough love when he was my age [decades ago]. When I'd finally done away with Aizen, I helped Nelliel get out of her predicament and held her for the longest time. I knew she didn't want any man to be touching her anytime soon, but I held her-touched and caressed her-for my own selfish reasons. Sure, it had only been a month that we were apart, but I wasn't ready to lose the one I loved more than my own life. Nelliel kept screaming at me to let go, traumatized and hurt all over again. I just shook my head and kept kissing her face, relieved she was within reach once more. "Nelliel, please don't be like that". She stopped her fits and actually looked at me, which was something I missed, our eyes meeting and really understanding each other. "Nnoitra", she whispered, her voice cracking even at such a quiet level. I felt like crying tears of joy. Good, I thought to myself. She's my baby again...
"Every night after that we stayed with each other, embracing while we slept. I really was not prepared to lose her again. "Nelliel", I spoke softly, hoping I didn't wake her. She gazed up at me and I blushed as her breasts gently brushed up against my chest. It's been so long since I thought of her that way. "Nnoitra", she said back. It was just then that it occured to me: We hadn't kissed yet. Did I want to now? Was it something we BOTH desired, or was I just trying to get something out of it? No, I told myself. I was not Sosuke Aizen. Nelliel must've sensed my tension because she stroked my hair and curled her fingers in my ebony mane. She smiled, and I felt reassured again. "We don't have to do anything if you're not ready for it", she told me, as if reading my mind. The thing was, I didn't know if I was ready or not, but all I knew was that I wanted Nelliel to be happy. I told her that and she smiled again. Goddammit, I blushed and got all sentimental. I wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her forehead and she kissed my neck. She giggled as my fingers crept down to grip her asscheeks, and I couldn't help but pray that my boner was not rubbing against her thigh, or crotch for that matter. Otherwise my inner sex demons would've released. Then again, I'm surprised they hadn't done so long ago. I really wanted to kiss her. Nelliel told me we should wait awhile, just until the right moment came along. Perhaps we weren't even meant to kiss, but only caress and feel up. Maybe I was just being a perv again.
"One day I came back from training with Ulquiorra, Harribel and Starrk, but when I got home, Nelliel wasn't there. I hollered at the top of my lungs before running out into the deserts of Las Noches. I'd search the whole entire fucking universe to find my baby."
TO BE CONTINUED! :DDD