The Moon Of Summer Love
Prolouge
I turn into a monster, something everybody is afraid of. Even though I cannot control myself, I attack, I attack anything in sight. My real self tries to calm, but the monster inside me can be much to strong. A dog I reconize jumps in front of me, wagging his tail. It is nice to see a familiar animal, I look around the small room I am in and I see a familiar stag with a rat I reconize on its back. The dog seems to be smiling at me from the looks and jumps at me playfully. It all seems familiar. We fight some, not aggressivley as I usually fight, even though I don't fight much, I usually destroy stuff, I get so angry and destroy everything in sight. But It seems to me that I don't need to be angry, I am surronded by...these animals that I would call maybe...my friends, that seem so familiar, but from a different life, from a human life instead of a monster. Am I living two lives? I may be, but not willingly, I am forced to live this life I am now.
I get out of hand and scratch the stag that is now playing with me. I back away and I see a window, and outside the window I see a moon, a full moon, without thinking I howl. I howl very loudly. The dog jumps up and goes to the stag, the stag seems to be fine, like he is used to it. Have I done this before? Have I hurt these animals that I might call my friends, but I'm not sure if I would call them my friends in this life, but they seemed to know me in this life, it seems so familiar, but so vague.
The stag jumps up and runs over to me, pushing me with his antlers gently, as to tell me he was alright. I seemed to have a smile on my face, a relieved smile. I seemed to be relieved that he was okay. I look out the window again and I see the moon going down, and my anger weakens, I weaken. I am still a monster, I can still see the moon. I back away from the window, as if the moon is the sorce of my problems. I back into something, I trurn around to see what it is, a cracked mirror, I see myself in it. I look like a huge wolf. I look mean, and scary. I wonder why these animals are here, I am hideous. I look over at the familiar animals, they look at me, cautious at what I will do next. I look at the horrible reflection in th mirror and destroy it, destroy it like the many things I have destroyed before in my path.
The last thing I see is the moon dissappearing, looking as if it is going under the lake. My anger weakens, more than last time, my bones fail to cooperate as I try to give up, I feel the fur that was once on my body dissappear. I turn back from the monster, into a human. I switch from one life back to the other, back to the life at which I keep a secret. My eyes fail to open, I feel as though I could sleep a hundred years.
The last thing I hear are familiar voices, from the life I once saw vague, conserned voices. Half concious I hear these voices.
"Moony, Moony, you alright pal?"
"Hes had a rough night, let him sleep."
Every thought in my mind goes black as I slip in to unconciousness, I slip into a dreamless sleep, that I feel I could sleep a hundred years.