(A/N: Yep, this story is based on my own experience. Please I REALLY need your reviews for me to keep up with this songfic. Oh, and please read the lyrics, believe me the lyrics expresses more to the story.
I don't own Danny Phantom or any of its characters and the song Secret Love, I think Jojo owns that
Anyway here's chapter one.)
(Sam's POV)
In any minuet now Danny will be here, Tucker is already here since his house just a couple of miles away from my house. I feel like some sort of excitement just to see Danny. Yeah, I may have feelings for him but I just can't tell him that. Between me and Tucker, he thinks of me as the level-headed one, the one with all the answers, while Tucker… he's just being the I'm-in-love-with-technology kinda type. Then I heard our doorbell ring. Probably it's Danny.
"Tucker could you answer that I'll just get my books over here," I shouted
"Sure," he replied.
"Hey I didn't know you're their new butler," Danny said with a raised eyebrow
"Ohh… ya jealous?" Tucker asked
"Shut up" Danny said
"Hey" I said butting-in their conversation
"Hey Sam" Danny said, smiling. Which made my heart beat fast.
"You two ready to go?" I asked. They both nodded.
Just a friend
That's all I've ever been to you
Oh, just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain't got much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that's not enough
For you to notice me
I'm just a girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you, to you, you
When we arrived to school, it's still the same, Dash and Kwan bullying a geek. Paulina, that shallow puta, (A/N: whore/bitch in Spanish) the one Danny has a crush on. If it weren't for her Danny wouldn't be annoying. "Paulina" Danny and Tucker said. I rolled my eyes. "Yeah, whatever" I said. I can feel tears building up in my eyes, I stopped it before they notice me but it was too late. "You okay Sam?" Danny asked, "yeah" I said, closing my locker madly. I didn't know that he could notice me.
chorus
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is okay
But, oh
You don't know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn't even know
My secret love
All day I've been quiet not wanting to talk to Danny and Tucker, especially to Danny. I can't believe jealousy is getting the best of me. Just then Danny interrupted my train of thoughts and asked, "Are you sure you're okay Sam?" I just can't help but stare at those blue eyes. "Yeah I'm fine," I said, "really, you haven't said a word all day" he said sarcastically. "Well, um, I was thinking of… stuff" I said, ironically. "It's like you're here physically but mentally you're not here, you're not even arguing with us when we talk about Paulina," he said, wow Tucker is really observant. "Sorry, but I have to go home, my mom needs me," I said. I think they noticed my tone of voice, well I said it kinda sad.
In my dreams
I see us both together, constantly
Why can't you see
This love that's here for you, inside of me (oh yeah)
What do I have to do
For you to notice this
You look at her with love
With me it's just friendship
I'm just your girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you, whoa
chorus
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is okay
But, oh
You don't know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn't even know
My secret love (my secret love)
"Hey, do you mind if I walk you home?" Danny asked, "sure," I replied. How can I refuse, I mean why not, he is the only love of my life. If it weren't for him I wouldn't be here. "So, why are you so quiet today?" he asked. "Is it bad to be quiet for at least one day?" I said, I hope that can shut him up; I'm just not in a mood to talk. Unfortunately it didn't shut him up. "You know, Tucker and I are worried about you," he said. Aw, he worries. "Really? Since when did you two cared?" I asked sarcastically.
"Are you saying that we don't care about you?"
"Well.." I was cut off when Danny said,
"Paulina" great, we just passed by her house and we saw her standing in front of it.
"Figures" I said. Oh no, tears building up again.
I ran as fast as I can. Then Danny just shouted my name. But I ignored him. I want to see him deal with the cold shoulder.
What do you see in her
You don't see in me (don't see in me)
Boy, you're so hard to believe (boy, you're so hard to believe)
Why do you show her love
But there's none for me
Boy, you don't make sense to me
Is it cause I don't have much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that's not enough
For you to notice me
I'm just your girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you, to you, you, you
When I arrived at my house, I ran straight to the kitchen to grab a knife then straight to my room. I can't live my life anymore knowing that I'm just a friend to him. I pointed the knife to my throat, I can't believe I'm doing this, suicide just to stop the pain I feel in my heart. Just before I do it, Danny suddenly opened the door and shouted, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?"
chorus
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is okay (everything ain't okay)
But, oh
You don't know how it feels to be so in love (so in love with you baby)
With someone who doesn't even know (oh yeah)
My secret love (oh, yeah)