She looked down for a moment and wasn't sure how to answer the question. "I'm okay..' she said softly and even to herself she knew it was a lie. She was terrified and tried to deal with the recent events that turned her life upside down. She didn't want to lose her way that easily and would fight to keep her humanity for as long as she could. She was dealing the best she could with becoming a vampire. She could sense it better than ever where he kept the blood bags. "I'm okay. Just trying to understand" she said softly and looked up at him as she looked him in the eyes.
He nodded, as he stared into her eyes. And then he kept staring at her, listening to everything she said to him before he finally responded to what she was saying. He knew that Elena was not doing too well with the idea of losing her humanity and he wished that she would just drink from humans, and. It wasn't her time with the blood bags like his little brother Stefan and he shook his head while staring at her. ''I am glad you are feeling better...'' he said, as he looked into her eyes. And he stared back into her eyes with his icy blue ones that sparkled in the light.
She looked him in the eyes and wasn't able to look away. She sat there silent for a while before she spoke again. There was so much going through her head that she didn't know what to do. She felt tears in her eyes and felt a little hungry and looked away and wiped her eyes. She sniffled a little and shook her head. "I'm sorry.." she said softly and moved a little closer to him. The alcohol didn't help her the way it should, she wanted something else and sift know what to say. she almost felt embarrassed about it. "I'm sorry, I didn't know where else to go. I want you to help me. I know I couldn't ask Stefan" she said turning her gaze back to look at him.
He kept staring into her eyes, knowing that he had caught her in his hypnotic trance. He kept staring into her beautiful eyes as he sat there quietly, and watched her very patiently. He kept staring into her eyes, and watched her carefully knowing that she was probably wondering what she was going to do. He shook his head, as she was drinking, he didn't know how much of this was coming from the sober Elena, but he didn't really care at this point. He watched as she scooted a little bit closer to him, and he slowly shook his head. ''Don't Worry about it Elena...'' he said, as he looked down and then back up at her with a faint smirk on his lips. He kept staring into her eyes, and he nodded slowly. ''Hmm.. of course I will help you Elena.. and I am still helping Stefan deal with his little blood addiction... so I don't really think working with him would be a good idea regardless..'' he said, as he stared into her eyes with his icy blue ones.
Elena smiled and breathed a laugh. "That's true. He wouldn't be that useful to me" she said with a chuckle and finished her drink and set the glass down. She didn't quite understand why she felt a pull towards Damon. It never crossed her mind of whose blood was in her system before the car accident in the lake that killed her. "I just don't know where else to go. I can't go home. I can't risk it'
He smirks, as he looked into her eyes. ''Hmm.. Whatever you say...'' he nodded, while staring at her with his icy blue eyes. ''Well, don't worry about It Elena... I am here to protect you from yourself and everything else...'' he said, as he stared deeply into her eyes. And he scooted closer to her, and whispered in her ear. ''Unlike Stefan... I think you should just drink human blood... So you don't end up like Stefan...''
She heard everything he said very clearly and was a little hesitant when he told her she should drink human blood. " um..okay..' she said softly and nodded " okay..Yea I mean Caroline got through it fine..just..teach me how to feed without killing anyone" she said speaking from the humanity that was left in her. She wanted to hold off on the killing for as long as possible.
He didn't know what it was, but he couldn't hold back it was like something snapped inside him, but he scooted even closer to her as he stared into her eyes. ''you don't have to kill anyone... you have compulsion for a reason Elena... it's not just to have fun with...'' he nodded slowly, while looking into her eyes. ''You have to learn to drink until you get your fill... and if you follow me... I will show you how to do it safely... something my brother couldn't do for you in a million years..'' he said, knowing that might be striking a nerve for her but he didn't care this was the girl he loved more passionately than anyone before. And he was willing to do, or become anything he had even changed his ways just to become closer to him and from that he had experienced a few passionate kisses... but a part of him wanted more.
Elena looked him in the eyes and for the life of her she couldn't look away. She nodded at what he said about showing her things Stefan couldn't. She understood that and for once wasn't offended by it. She moved closer as well and played with his hands for a moment. She felt safer with Damon and she couldn't deny it anymore. "Can we go now? While its dark?' She asked and tapped her finger on his ring "bonnie hasn't made one of these for me yet" she said with a small laugh and looked back into his gorgeous blue eyes.
He nodded, while looking into her eyes, he couldn't move his eyes away from hers as he stared into her eyes. He nodded, while looking into her eyes sending that he had not offended her for once about his words on Stefan'. Even though he understood that with her it was a very touchy subject and he shouldn't mess around there to much. ''Of course... I nearly forgot... Luckily my ring wasn't forged by a Bennett witch...'' he smirked softly at her. ''And you could wear a necklace like your...'' he decided against mentioning her doppelgänger and he took her hand, and kept staring into her eyes. ''shall we go miss Gilbert?''
Elena knew he was about to say Katherine and she rolled her eyes and got up. She took his hand and nodded ' okay..sure..let's go. While we still have time before my new curfew" she said half-jokingly and started to head for the door and waited for him to join her and show her what to do.
He looked into her eyes, and smirked playfully and then shook his head slowly. He snickered, and shook his head while he stood up and walked to the door and then he said in a playful tone. ''Hmm.. well, maybe you can try drinking a police officer's blood... you might even get a free donut...'' he winked at her playfully, and walked up to the door and then opened it and walked outside and then turned back to face her with a smirk on his lips. ''You ready to go?''
Elena tried her hardest but she couldn't help but laugh a little at his remark about the possibility of snacking on a police officer. "it's not going to happen, couldn't get that lucky any way" she said with a smirk and walked out with him and nodded "yea I'm ready" she said with a small smile and headed out. She was a little nervous about this but was just glad she didn't have to go through this completely alone