so I know this has been done thousands of times before, but I'm doing it again. Though I can't imagine their being anything like mine anywhere else... if there is please tell me. lol So I hope you enjoy it and I will try to update as soon as I can. :)

disclaimer: I do NOT own original harry potter characters, however I do own Ciel Arra Lestrange and Cadell Adeon Dolohov.

You Will Never Be Alone by Grace Phillips

Didn't I tell you, when I met your
eye, that I never need to look away
from who you are inside

Didn't I show you when I held
your hand
That my heart will always
linger
even when my body can't

What happens next
When all the little things that make you second guess
Come back

Take a step away
To the truths you know
Stars will always shine and
You will never be alone

James Sirius Potter

I.

He didn't like being named after two of the greatest pranksters in history it made him feel pressured to be as much trouble as them

II.

He only had two real friends, if you could call them that, and really, his parents wouldn't approve. Hell, nobody would approve. 'Cause, really, who becomes friends with the children of deceased death-eaters.

III.

He met Ciel his first year on the train and thought she was the most delicate and saddest thing he'd ever seen. Sitting curled in the corner of the seat, her hair cascading everywhere. Those pretty sea green eyes staring up at him, with a startled look present in them. She looked terrified to see him and he decided then that he was going to be her friend. No matter what.

He didn't find out till the sorting that she was the daughter of Bellatrix Lestrange. The woman he'd grown up hearing horror stories about.

IV.

He never told anyone, not his parents, not his rapidly growing family, no one. Becuase he knew, even at such a young age, that they wouldn't approve. So he made fake friends that they would approve of. Like that idiot Zorian Hopkirk.

V.

Then, a quarter of the way through first year, him and Ciel met Cadell. Everyone knew who he was. he was the son of Antonin Dolohov. Raised by the minister himself. He wasn't sure how, but somehow, Cadell had discovered their secret meeting place and ambushed them. Wanted to know why they kept sneaking around to see each other. They explained and then he just kept showing up everyday. So he became a part of them and they him.

VI.

They never actually planned on telling anybody else they where friends but then one day in fifth year, Zorian and he were walking into the library when they bumped into Ciel and Cadell. They could be seen together, because unlike him, there where no expectations placed on them.

He gave them a grin behind Zorian's back and was about to keep on walking when Zorian drew his wand. They all froze. Eying the wand warily. He felt sick to his stomach. He didn't want to have to pick. Because while he knew he should pick, he also knew who he would pick.

"Well, well, well. Look at what we have. Dolohov and his little whore." he sneered and before any of them could react he had stunned Cadell and was advancing on Ciel. "Stupid little whore." he sneered and as he raised his wand to attack James leaped in front of Ciel, arms stretched out in a feeble attempt to shield her. He would wonder later why the bloody hell he hadn't drawn his wand, but at the moment he could barely think past the rage clouding his mind.

"You will not touch her. You will not harm her." he snarled and then added in a low voice filled with quite menace, "And you will pay for harming Cadell." a loaded silence filled the library and the hall outside. Everybody staring. Wondering what was going on. Then Zorian spoke, his confusion evident.

"What the hell James?" Zorian demanded, "Are they both your whores?" James punched him, so hard that he fell to the ground blood streaming from his nose and mouth. James moved forward to punch him again, but Ciel grabbed his arm, her quit voice piercing the rage induced haze over his brain.

"Don't James, he's not worth it." she whispered, so they left. Supporting a half conscious Cadell between them. They left. Together.

It was a bittersweet moment.

VII.

His mom and dad had forbidden him to talk to either of them. Saying they would only lead him into trouble. He ignored them. Kept on talking, joking, laughing with them. Ate with them at the Slytherin table, since they had officially been ostracized from any other table. He wasn't going to let anything or anyone separate him from them. That was the day he asked Ciel out. She said yes. He tried to ignore Cadell's jealous eyes staring burning holes in the back of his head.

VIII.

Ciel and him dated, ignoring the fact that their little trio where outcasts. His parents finally gave up on trying to make him stop being friends with them. Actually, they just stopped talking to him all together. he ignored the yearning looks that Ciel kept giving him and Cadell at the same time. He ignored the fact that Cadell was going practically mad with jealousy. He ignored the dreams of him and Cadell spooned around Ciel. He ignored his yearning for the dream to become reality. He ignored a lot of things.

IX.

It was sixth year, after a long awkward summer with his family. They where finally together again. But while they where happy about that, the yearning in them all had only grown stronger with their time apart. So when they went and got piss ass drunk in celebration of Cadell's birthday, it was inevitable where they ended up. In bed, a flurry of pain and passion and lust and maybe even love. Oddly enough, when they all woke up, it didn't bother them at all. It seemed natural, it seemed right. Needless to say this made life slightly more complicated.

X.

It was odd, that the only one who understood was his little sister. Lily. And she was only a third year. But she had this knowing glint in her eyes that made her seem older. Rose didn't care about who he was with, she just didn't like the idea of a trio couple. Said it was wrong. But how could it be wrong, they thought, when it felt so right. So in short they where being judged by all but one.

The summer after sixth year, they packed up and left. Lily was the only one who knew where they went. And nobody saw them again until it was time for them to go back to Hogwarts for their seventh year. But when they arrived laughing and joking around. Both of them always leaning over to peck Ciel on the mouth or cheek or somewhere. Everyone was amazed at how happy they seemed. At the way their eyes glowed. And in the end, people forgot why they where outcasts and just gave in to the happiness in their eyes. That was the year his family came around.

They got their happily ever after. Blissful happiness.

so, not to weird for you I hope. I hope you enjoyed, please review and favorite. :)

happy writing.

-Cyra