"I don't know how to move past this"
That was the text that changed our entire relationship. We had never been close before and the only reason I had her number of even this phone is because we needed to communicate about logistics for the fight we had just won. Ugh I'm not writing this properly. Let's start with Her, Alice. Well back to the story.
" You just have to Jake. She loves him with her entire being. I don't think anyone has ever felt the way she does about him." I knew she was right and I knew I was getting foggy because of the meds Dr Fang had given me. I told Bella I'd fight until her heart stopped beating and maybe even after and put a smile on my face but I already knew I was lying I couldn't stay this close to her when I had lost the battle for her heart.
"Passing out. Bye"
"Don't move around to much Carlisle set the bones "
"Sure. Sure"
So as I said that's how it all had started. Then the letter came. More accurately the invitation. It pissed me off. I phased and went straight for the Canadian border and as soon as I got there I phased back and bawled my eyes out. There was no one around for miles and I knew I was completely alone. Alone. I didn't have a one special love. Imprinting seemed a very long way. Sitting there I had hours to think through everything, should I go back? As long as Sam was there I didn't need to be alpha. He could keep it for all I care. I wasn't about to take up a mantle I felt I didn't deserve and I didn't want to be Bellas emotional pillow that she could just throw away when she was done. I knew eventually I would go back. But soon for a werewolf could be years away.
I heard a vibrating noise! What the hell, I didn't think anyone would come out this far into the woods. I phased and went looking for the vibrating noise. Then I found it. If I wasn't seeing it with my own eyes I might not have believed it. My phone laying there ringing away. It was Bella, the rejection made me a little bitter. I ignored her call. She called 4 more times and eventually gave up. Then came a text.
"Just tell me if you'll be ok." It wasn't from Bella, but Alice. I knew she sent the invitations but I couldn't bring it in me to hate her or even hold it against her.
I didn't reply, if I did it would lead to talking and that's not something I wanted to do right now. She was really sweet to care and I know she was truly worried as she couldn't see how I felt or what would happen. Then I phased, full on animal instinct is all I needed and wanted.
Alice POV
As soon as I sent him the text I knew he wouldn't reply. I understood he was hurt and I wished I could make him feel better. He did deserve better than this. So I through myself into the wedding making sure everything was perfect. Because as it stood. I couldn't see it in a vision. I couldn't see the rest of my life, it was not much of a surprise, I could only see so much of my own life, the last thing I know I would experience was a great loss and then everything goes blank.
The wedding, I was excited. I loved planning parties and fortunately I had a sister who loved getting married. But planning for Bella was so much more special. I knew she'd only ever want one. And I had to go all out to ensure it was the best one ever. Even if there were werewolves and even if Jake wasn't here.
She would miss him. I would miss him too, he was what people would call one of the good ones. Kind hearted and caring. I hope he comes back in time for the wedding. I had seen the vision of Bella crying in her truck but she would have Edward forever. Poor Jacob, who did he have?