Inuyashas, Kagome and Kikyos thoughts. Yes i like being inside everyones heads thinking about what they think OK!!!
INUYASHA
Kagome...Kagome, your name sounds sweet on my lips, Pain comes to my heart when i see you cry because of me. Your so innocent, so pure, nothing could change the kindness you bring. And yet, I can not bring myself to tell you how i feel, Part of me belongs to you and i know that I cannot give you what you need and soon you will be gone from me. I think that if you wernt so much like her, then i could love you the way you need. If you didn't look so much like my Kikyo.
Kikyo, 50 years and you still hate me, your soul still craves mine, you wish me dead, wish me to go to the afterlife with you. So i guess hate isn't what you feel. Shes dead and yet I can't let go, her heart is still mine and a part of mine hers. I made a promise to her, one I will never forget or go back on. I miss her all the time and yet I don't want her to come back, my mind is to confused. Theres nothing to do, none of us can be un happy unless
KAGOME
When I look into your eyes I see them glazed over in memory my dear Inuyasha. You think about her always, there is no room in your mind for someone like me. My heart has felt like its breaking for I cannot have you and yet I cannot leave you. Your my bestfriend and my first love, I'll always love you and yet I feel i must move on but when you look at me with your Amber eyes my knees bukle and my heart thuds almost painfully at my cheast. Tell me why If I love you so much you cannot feel the same.
Then I remember Kikyo. I cannot bring myself to fully hate her but i Deeply dislike her. Shes a aprt of me and it feels wrong but she takes your heart and mind all at once, wether your with her or no. I wonder if she feels this way. That we cannot have you while the other is living, i don't want to Kill her Inuyasha I can't kill her, you love her and when your happy I am. But it does pain me so.
KIKYO
Inuyasha, the man who sent me to my death. No it wasn't you, that I know but your form, your voice, your mouth as it moved to tell me you had betryed me all seemed so real. I Guess we really held no trust for each other, but our love. That was true, our love, our kisses, the way we held each other. I did love you Inuyasha.
Funny how your feelings can change, Blind hate is all I see but I do want you to come to hell with me. And everytime you say yes that girl, Kagome, the reincarnation of me. Funny even after my death you can't get over me. Another would have been better then me, But you had to choose me in another form. IF she didn't arrive her then I would still be kept at peace, but she did and now I'm here, what will you do with me now?
Death?
Death?
Death?
Seems so easy to say
So Easy to do
So hard to forget
Will We Ever Truely find happiness?
Will We Ever get over what we cannot change and find happiness
We both wish for a man neither can have for he is in a diffrent world, weather it is past or whether it is afer life.
Will I ever be able to choose from the two I love?
AND THERE YOU HAVE IT!!! BOW DOWN TO THE CRAPPYNESS OF THE WRITING THAT YOU JUST READ!!!!
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