Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh! Or Faye Wong's song If You Were Mine. If I did, let's just say Seto-chan and Jou-chan's relationship would be more prominent!! Okies kiddies, this is shounen ai, S/J pairing only!! Gomen all other peoples...this is my favorite!! Maybe I'll write a different kind with multiple pairings in it? I have a thing for Jou-chan POV, but I'll try to write a different kind soon...^^;;;; Anywho, onto the story!! ^.~ Enjoy okkies? Chao!!! ~Distant Soul
*****
If you were mine
I could love you with my life
If you were mine
I'll be there
All the time
****
'What the hell, I can't believe I'm actually thinking of you like this. This can't be happening now!' I thought furiously as I let my head rest upon the desk. 'If dad had just not had made me make dinner I could have finished this by now! Damn...' This is not fair, at all. No one should be able to hold this much control over someone. But then again, you always have control over everyone, so why should I be any different? 'Damn you Seto! Who are you to...not good...Katsuya, you can't start referring to him as that!'
I banged my head against my homework paper a couple more times in hopes of getting inspired to write more. Unfortunately it had to be about love, since we were in the Shakespeare section in English class, and with that rich pig on my mind... Suddenly it hit me, why not write about what I was feeling? HE wouldn't know, or care for that matter. Taking my pen, which was almost out of ink mind you, I scribbled around seven more paragraphs down and luckily it all fit on one sheet, so it wouldn't look like I worked too hard on it.
Stifling a yawn, I looked at my watch. Two thirty?! Just my luck! Quickly, I shoved all my stuff into my bookbag and jumped into my bed to catch at least five hours of sleep before school the next day.
Unfortunately with me, I had forgotten to set my alarm, so I finally got up to the school around ten minutes late. As I opened my homeroom door and walked in the teacher said in a monotone voice. "Jounouchi Katsuya that's the third time this week," But much to my surprise, she looked up and had a slight expression of shock on her face. "Kaiba Seto, this is your first tardy. Care to explain?"
As I sat down in my seat near the back of the room, my eyes were bugging at the site of my secret crush. Kaiba's captivating cerulean eyes had dark circles under them, making them stand out more so than usual. He kept silent as he too sat down in his seat, but our eyes locked momentarily, and my eyes must have had a worried look to them, because he smirked slightly. His smirk would have been invisible to anyone else, but I had been watching him for too long.
****
We'd be so happy
Just you and me
Dancing through the night
Holding you tight
I will
Treat you so right
With my heart
****
"All right class, now that everyone is now seated, I will now choose one person randomly to read their assignment aloud to the class. Yes, this will be ~only~ one person. Anzu, will you do the honors?" the teacher held up a hat full of slips of paper with names on them.
I was not really paying attention to Anzu as she walked forward, rather, my attention was on a certain brunette two seats a head and one row over from me. His head had dipped down, and it was rather obvious that he had fallen asleep. My mind started to whirl with possible reasons. Maybe Mokuba was sick or a late night at the office? I almost did not catch Anzu giving the teacher the decision. I hate to admit it, but I had a bad feeling growing in the pit of my stomach.
'Why do I get the feeling that I'm going to be the one chosen?' I squirmed in my seat as the teacher unfolded the sacred paper.
"Jounouchi Katsuya." What luck I tell you. Good thing I actually ~did~ my homework this time around. Unfortunately...damn. Gotta get this over with anyway.
I trudged up to the front of the class, my faded piece of notebook paper in my hand. I cleared my throat and read all seven paragraphs without looking up. I could just feel Kaiba's penetrating gaze on me, and I do not think I could face it right now.
But when I finished, I breathed out slowly and lifted my eyes to the class gauging their reactions. Yugi and Honda had shocked expressions on their faces. I laughed inwardly, didn't think I'd be able to write something like this huh? Anzu was balling on her desk and Ryou was just smiling in appreciation. My chocolate eyes landed in cerulean ones that were cool as ever but were silently demanding an explanation. I had to admit that I was surprised to see such an intense emotion in your eyes, for someone like you to have... Does this mean...?
****
Will you let me
Open your heart with my love
Will you let me
Show you how
To be free
****
"Where did you find that Jounouchi?" the teacher asked me as I walked casually back to my seat. Why did she ask that? Did she think I stole it from somewhere? Figures that no one really thinks I'm smart enough to write stuff like this.
Yet, I keep this to myself. I don't want to get more detention than I already earned today. "I wrote it." I put simply. Let her disbelieve me for all I care. I could really careless.
"Would you write another for tomorrow as well?" The teacher, instead of looking disbelieving, seemed truly sincere. "If you wouldn't mind my asking, was that written about someone particular?"
I could feel my face flushing now. Damn, this is ~not~ the time to get embarrassed! I looked randomly in a direction, only to find my eyes looking into Seto's again...damn again! Don't call him that! I mentally slapped myself. I almost lost myself in his eyes, but looked away quickly, my face turning even redder. "Uhh...sure..."
As class continued, Yugi sent me a note via Honda who sat beside me. I opened it up to read /Jou-kun that was a really good poem! Was the teacher right in saying that it was about someone?/ Why do people have to look deep into things? I don't want anyone to know about Seto! DAMN! Not again... I gotta get out of that habit! I scribbled down a reply quickly. /Don't worry about it Yugi./ I sent it back to him, only to be barraged by another soon later.
It was ~pink~. That could only mean...Anzu. /Who's the lucky girl? Is it Mai?/ That last sentence almost got me Saturday school. I almost fell out of my chair in silent, barely constrained laughter. I wrote back to her, /HELL NO!! It's someone a HELL of lot sexier than her!/ I threw it back to her, but it was intercepted by...Seto...DAMN!! *in both aspects*
He looked back at me, with that annoying yet irresistible smirk on his face as he opened the note. He read it before passing it on to Anzu. His eyebrows had raised minutely, but said nothing for the rest of the class and did not intercept anymore of the notes passed to me.
****
I just want you to be happy
Let me love you dear
Deep in your heart
My love
Wont you let me
In your heart
****
After detention I yawned as I walked to my locker, only to find a crisply folded note slipped inside of it. I dropped my bag on the floor and opened the foreign paper curiously. Inside it read, /Mutt, we need to talk. Go to Saisho Park after your detention./ It wasn't signed, but I knew who had written it. My heart was fluttering, and I was nervous as much as I was screaming inside for joy. Seto had...written ~me~ a note? God, had hell frozen over? Is this a dream or his idea of a joke? Only one way to find out I guess.
By the time I got out of that school, it had begun to rain. 'Should I still go? Will he still be there? Decisions decisions.' I thought to myself. 'Well, if I don't go and he's there in the rain that totally seals my chances... What the hell? Why am I even thinking he's wanting to talk about that? Damn...'
After around ten minutes of debating, I found myself at the park. I must have walked here unconsciously. I look around the park and find a lone figure leaning against a tree. He hadn't even gone home to change into something warmer? How interesting...
I walked as nonchalantly as I could towards him, my jacket half open, my white shirt plastered against my chest and my drenched blonde hair in my face. "What'd you want to talk about?"
****
Won't you tell me
If you really want to hide
Won't you tell me
If you don't
Love me
****
He just stood there in silence, allowing the rain to fall on both of us. I was getting worried I guess, so I walked around him to look at his face, but his face was looking at the ground. What's his problem?
"Hey Kaiba, will you..." I was silenced by a glare from him, but not for long. "Hey, I just got this note in my locker and I came out in the rain without prior notice and you won't even say a damned thing?"
He looked into my eyes and if it was possible, I could have sworn that I would have melted into the ground by his eyes. I shut my mouth quickly. "Mutt, why don't you just shut up for once."
Is this all he wanted? Just to put me down and humiliate me? To break my heart, which is more fragile than glass, into tinier pieces than it already was? How dare he! "Screw that Kaiba! I'm just wasting my time with you! God only knows why I even came here!"
If I had only not looked into his eyes after I had said that. He was hurt, and I could tell that, but I forced myself to turn and start walking away. 'I will ~not~ let him toy with me anymore...good-bye...'
****
I just want you to be happy
Let me love you dear
Deep in my heart
My love
Wont you let me
In your heart
****
I feel you tightly grip my wrist suddenly. Shocked, I turn around, but the ground is so slick, it causes the two of us to fall to the ground. You stay above me, propped up on your hands. If before I said you were beautiful, I obviously did not think it would have gotten any better. Your hair was dripping wet, some locks were plastered against your face while others were hanging freely.
We stayed the way we were, starring at each other in the eyes, both unable to look away from the other. I almost said something, but you silenced me with your voice. "Puppy, the poem, who was it intended for?"
I laughed inwardly, how a simple poem could have people wondering about whom it was for and here was the intended recipient questioning me! I tilt my wet head to the right and look at how awkward our situation is. You're blocking me from escaping, not that I want to mind you, by having your legs and arms on either side of me. I look back into your cerulean eyes and smile. "You really want to know?" His eyes narrowed, silently demanding an answer immediately and I could tell that something else wanted me to hurry as well. "You."
Your eyes softened, and gods how I wish you had that expression more often! But wait...I laugh inwardly again. This is all to myself now, hopefully... I was about to add to my previous statement, but you catch my lips fully, and fiercely. Who would have thought Seto Kaiba would be able to release this much passion?
I wrapped my arms around your neck and twined my fingers into your chestnut hair, relishing in this moment. You soon demand entrance and I all too willingly let you in. How I've waited for this... I forget how long we laid there in the rain, in the mud just making out like two long lost lovers. Ten, thirty an hour? I really don't know. Much to my dismay, we both needed air sometime and broke our heated kiss.
You panted above me, your face flushed. God... I had to say something, "As the poem says:
I've been waiting
For that someone
Just like you
I won't let go
Until you say
Goodbye dear"
****
Please review!! Onegai? Arigato!! ^^
*****
If you were mine
I could love you with my life
If you were mine
I'll be there
All the time
****
'What the hell, I can't believe I'm actually thinking of you like this. This can't be happening now!' I thought furiously as I let my head rest upon the desk. 'If dad had just not had made me make dinner I could have finished this by now! Damn...' This is not fair, at all. No one should be able to hold this much control over someone. But then again, you always have control over everyone, so why should I be any different? 'Damn you Seto! Who are you to...not good...Katsuya, you can't start referring to him as that!'
I banged my head against my homework paper a couple more times in hopes of getting inspired to write more. Unfortunately it had to be about love, since we were in the Shakespeare section in English class, and with that rich pig on my mind... Suddenly it hit me, why not write about what I was feeling? HE wouldn't know, or care for that matter. Taking my pen, which was almost out of ink mind you, I scribbled around seven more paragraphs down and luckily it all fit on one sheet, so it wouldn't look like I worked too hard on it.
Stifling a yawn, I looked at my watch. Two thirty?! Just my luck! Quickly, I shoved all my stuff into my bookbag and jumped into my bed to catch at least five hours of sleep before school the next day.
Unfortunately with me, I had forgotten to set my alarm, so I finally got up to the school around ten minutes late. As I opened my homeroom door and walked in the teacher said in a monotone voice. "Jounouchi Katsuya that's the third time this week," But much to my surprise, she looked up and had a slight expression of shock on her face. "Kaiba Seto, this is your first tardy. Care to explain?"
As I sat down in my seat near the back of the room, my eyes were bugging at the site of my secret crush. Kaiba's captivating cerulean eyes had dark circles under them, making them stand out more so than usual. He kept silent as he too sat down in his seat, but our eyes locked momentarily, and my eyes must have had a worried look to them, because he smirked slightly. His smirk would have been invisible to anyone else, but I had been watching him for too long.
****
We'd be so happy
Just you and me
Dancing through the night
Holding you tight
I will
Treat you so right
With my heart
****
"All right class, now that everyone is now seated, I will now choose one person randomly to read their assignment aloud to the class. Yes, this will be ~only~ one person. Anzu, will you do the honors?" the teacher held up a hat full of slips of paper with names on them.
I was not really paying attention to Anzu as she walked forward, rather, my attention was on a certain brunette two seats a head and one row over from me. His head had dipped down, and it was rather obvious that he had fallen asleep. My mind started to whirl with possible reasons. Maybe Mokuba was sick or a late night at the office? I almost did not catch Anzu giving the teacher the decision. I hate to admit it, but I had a bad feeling growing in the pit of my stomach.
'Why do I get the feeling that I'm going to be the one chosen?' I squirmed in my seat as the teacher unfolded the sacred paper.
"Jounouchi Katsuya." What luck I tell you. Good thing I actually ~did~ my homework this time around. Unfortunately...damn. Gotta get this over with anyway.
I trudged up to the front of the class, my faded piece of notebook paper in my hand. I cleared my throat and read all seven paragraphs without looking up. I could just feel Kaiba's penetrating gaze on me, and I do not think I could face it right now.
But when I finished, I breathed out slowly and lifted my eyes to the class gauging their reactions. Yugi and Honda had shocked expressions on their faces. I laughed inwardly, didn't think I'd be able to write something like this huh? Anzu was balling on her desk and Ryou was just smiling in appreciation. My chocolate eyes landed in cerulean ones that were cool as ever but were silently demanding an explanation. I had to admit that I was surprised to see such an intense emotion in your eyes, for someone like you to have... Does this mean...?
****
Will you let me
Open your heart with my love
Will you let me
Show you how
To be free
****
"Where did you find that Jounouchi?" the teacher asked me as I walked casually back to my seat. Why did she ask that? Did she think I stole it from somewhere? Figures that no one really thinks I'm smart enough to write stuff like this.
Yet, I keep this to myself. I don't want to get more detention than I already earned today. "I wrote it." I put simply. Let her disbelieve me for all I care. I could really careless.
"Would you write another for tomorrow as well?" The teacher, instead of looking disbelieving, seemed truly sincere. "If you wouldn't mind my asking, was that written about someone particular?"
I could feel my face flushing now. Damn, this is ~not~ the time to get embarrassed! I looked randomly in a direction, only to find my eyes looking into Seto's again...damn again! Don't call him that! I mentally slapped myself. I almost lost myself in his eyes, but looked away quickly, my face turning even redder. "Uhh...sure..."
As class continued, Yugi sent me a note via Honda who sat beside me. I opened it up to read /Jou-kun that was a really good poem! Was the teacher right in saying that it was about someone?/ Why do people have to look deep into things? I don't want anyone to know about Seto! DAMN! Not again... I gotta get out of that habit! I scribbled down a reply quickly. /Don't worry about it Yugi./ I sent it back to him, only to be barraged by another soon later.
It was ~pink~. That could only mean...Anzu. /Who's the lucky girl? Is it Mai?/ That last sentence almost got me Saturday school. I almost fell out of my chair in silent, barely constrained laughter. I wrote back to her, /HELL NO!! It's someone a HELL of lot sexier than her!/ I threw it back to her, but it was intercepted by...Seto...DAMN!! *in both aspects*
He looked back at me, with that annoying yet irresistible smirk on his face as he opened the note. He read it before passing it on to Anzu. His eyebrows had raised minutely, but said nothing for the rest of the class and did not intercept anymore of the notes passed to me.
****
I just want you to be happy
Let me love you dear
Deep in your heart
My love
Wont you let me
In your heart
****
After detention I yawned as I walked to my locker, only to find a crisply folded note slipped inside of it. I dropped my bag on the floor and opened the foreign paper curiously. Inside it read, /Mutt, we need to talk. Go to Saisho Park after your detention./ It wasn't signed, but I knew who had written it. My heart was fluttering, and I was nervous as much as I was screaming inside for joy. Seto had...written ~me~ a note? God, had hell frozen over? Is this a dream or his idea of a joke? Only one way to find out I guess.
By the time I got out of that school, it had begun to rain. 'Should I still go? Will he still be there? Decisions decisions.' I thought to myself. 'Well, if I don't go and he's there in the rain that totally seals my chances... What the hell? Why am I even thinking he's wanting to talk about that? Damn...'
After around ten minutes of debating, I found myself at the park. I must have walked here unconsciously. I look around the park and find a lone figure leaning against a tree. He hadn't even gone home to change into something warmer? How interesting...
I walked as nonchalantly as I could towards him, my jacket half open, my white shirt plastered against my chest and my drenched blonde hair in my face. "What'd you want to talk about?"
****
Won't you tell me
If you really want to hide
Won't you tell me
If you don't
Love me
****
He just stood there in silence, allowing the rain to fall on both of us. I was getting worried I guess, so I walked around him to look at his face, but his face was looking at the ground. What's his problem?
"Hey Kaiba, will you..." I was silenced by a glare from him, but not for long. "Hey, I just got this note in my locker and I came out in the rain without prior notice and you won't even say a damned thing?"
He looked into my eyes and if it was possible, I could have sworn that I would have melted into the ground by his eyes. I shut my mouth quickly. "Mutt, why don't you just shut up for once."
Is this all he wanted? Just to put me down and humiliate me? To break my heart, which is more fragile than glass, into tinier pieces than it already was? How dare he! "Screw that Kaiba! I'm just wasting my time with you! God only knows why I even came here!"
If I had only not looked into his eyes after I had said that. He was hurt, and I could tell that, but I forced myself to turn and start walking away. 'I will ~not~ let him toy with me anymore...good-bye...'
****
I just want you to be happy
Let me love you dear
Deep in my heart
My love
Wont you let me
In your heart
****
I feel you tightly grip my wrist suddenly. Shocked, I turn around, but the ground is so slick, it causes the two of us to fall to the ground. You stay above me, propped up on your hands. If before I said you were beautiful, I obviously did not think it would have gotten any better. Your hair was dripping wet, some locks were plastered against your face while others were hanging freely.
We stayed the way we were, starring at each other in the eyes, both unable to look away from the other. I almost said something, but you silenced me with your voice. "Puppy, the poem, who was it intended for?"
I laughed inwardly, how a simple poem could have people wondering about whom it was for and here was the intended recipient questioning me! I tilt my wet head to the right and look at how awkward our situation is. You're blocking me from escaping, not that I want to mind you, by having your legs and arms on either side of me. I look back into your cerulean eyes and smile. "You really want to know?" His eyes narrowed, silently demanding an answer immediately and I could tell that something else wanted me to hurry as well. "You."
Your eyes softened, and gods how I wish you had that expression more often! But wait...I laugh inwardly again. This is all to myself now, hopefully... I was about to add to my previous statement, but you catch my lips fully, and fiercely. Who would have thought Seto Kaiba would be able to release this much passion?
I wrapped my arms around your neck and twined my fingers into your chestnut hair, relishing in this moment. You soon demand entrance and I all too willingly let you in. How I've waited for this... I forget how long we laid there in the rain, in the mud just making out like two long lost lovers. Ten, thirty an hour? I really don't know. Much to my dismay, we both needed air sometime and broke our heated kiss.
You panted above me, your face flushed. God... I had to say something, "As the poem says:
I've been waiting
For that someone
Just like you
I won't let go
Until you say
Goodbye dear"
****
Please review!! Onegai? Arigato!! ^^