Draco wasn't usually one for sneaking out at midnight; he
preferred to send other people out for him. However, tonight he opted to go
himself -- to make sure it was done right.
Earlier in the day, the entire Potion's class began their Sneezing Potions, a
three-day process that had only just begun that afternoon. Draco had entered
the classroom, ready for another easy day with Professor Snape when he happened
to walk by Potter and Weasley's table. He couldn't help it, really, when he
overheard the two talking about none other than himself.
"He looks like a ferret even now," Weasley had whispered, barely
concealing his sniggers.
"A blonde ferret," Another Gryffindor Draco didn't recognize added,
"who thinks he's better than everybody else."
Weasley and the other boy snickered again as Draco walked by, a scathing remark
on the tip of his tongue. However, just as he was about to let the abuse fly,
Professor Snape walked in and demanded that every one take their seats.
Draco knew he couldn't let Weasley get away with making such stupid comments.
He did have a reputation, he told himself.
So, being denied the chance to do anything about it earlier, he decided
to take up the opportunity he had to do it tonight.
Sneaking
into the classroom was more than easy, it was just a corridor away from his
common room and Professor Snape rarely locked it (under the assumption no one
in the right mind would enter the room voluntarily.)
He was partially right. Draco wouldn't have gone in unless it was something of
dire importance, such as this was. Besides, he had figured to himself, being a
prefect gave him the right to go where he pleased.
It was easy to tell which cauldron lined against the far wall was Weasley's.
Naturally it was the shabbiest looking one, appearing to have been fixed up
with quite a few Repairo charms in its day. Grabbing the first jar he
came to as he walked by the mysteriously packed shelves, Draco headed straight
for his target.
He grimaced, eyeing the sickly looking green substance he was holding in the
jar. With a shrug, he delicately unscrewed the jar's wooden lid, and emptied
all of its contents into the half-full cauldron in front of him, smiling as the
perfectly clear liquid turned a putrid shade of brown.
Satisfied with himself, he simply took the jar with him as he exited the room,
making his way back into the dank corridors of the dungeons. However, before he
turned the corner, something caught his eye; a soft light was flickering from
beneath the door of an empty room on the other side of the hall.
Although he hadn't come this way during the night in quite some time, he was
positive that room was empty during the day and nearly as sure that it stayed
empty during the night. His curiosity piqued, he headed away from his common
room to the other side of the hall.
Not wanting to be too risky, he
pressed his ear against the surface of the door, straining to hear anything
that might come from inside. Nothing. He put his hand on the tarnished brass of
the doorknob, anticipating what he might find when he opened the door.
He
seemed to remember the way the room looked on the inside from exploring around
during his first year at Hogwarts -- it was a small room, completely empty with
a large window that spanned nearly the entire far wall. The window was made of
thick glass as the room was below the ground, right on the edge of the lake.
The water went higher than the top of the window, and although Draco had only
been in it once or twice and never saw anything in the murky water ( he didn't
stay long, finding an empty room to be rather boring), he always imagined that
if one waited long enough, they'd be witness to something swimming in it.
Clutching the glass jar in one hand, his fingers tightened around the door knob
as he gave it a turn and gently pushed the door open, thankful that it gave not
a single creak as he pressed his weight against it.
Rather than burst in, Draco opted to stick his head through the crack he had
made.
At first, he could see nothing but the expanse of pale
moonlit water on the other side of the glass. It transfixed him, yet made him
uneasy, and it was only after a few moments that he realized he was simply
staring out the window, and not accomplishing his task of finding out just who
was in the room.
Then Draco saw him. Next to a flickering candle (the source of the dancing
light Draco had seen streaming out from beneath the door) sat Potter. Totally
unaware of anyone watching him, he sat with his chin on his knees, arms wrapped
around his legs, back to the door.
Draco smirked and stepped completely into the room. "What have we got
here?" he asked, his fingers lightly drumming the glass jar he held in his
hands.
Harry gasped and jumped to his feet, spinning around to face Draco.
"M-Malfoy?" He asked, his eyes wildly searching the room for any
other intruders.
"None other," Draco replied.
"What do you want, Malfoy?" Harry asked, crossing his arms over his
chest, trying not to act too un-nerved at the sudden presence of Malfoy in --
what he thought was -- his personal thinking space.
Draco smirked. "The real question is, what would Professor Snape want to
do if he knew you were down here at this hour...Don't you think?"
Harry narrowed his eyes. "You're here too, Malfoy. Forget that?"
"I," Draco began, sounding
remarkably like Percy Weasley, "Am a prefect. I'm out of my room on prefect
business. Something you wouldn't know anything about, Potter." This of
course, wasn't true, but Potter didn't have to know. It sounded convincing
enough.
"You wouldn't tell..."
"Oh, wouldn't I?" Draco sarcastically replied, turning around as if
to walk back out the door.
Harry jumped forward and grabbed Draco's arm, however, before he had a chance
to exit. "Wait!" He cried, causing Draco to stop in his tracks and
turn around.
Jerking his arm from Harry's grasp, Draco couldn't help but grin. "Yes,
Potter?"
Slightly nervous, Harry stared at the other boy, speaking quietly, "Don't
tell, Malfoy. Don't." Harry had only a few hours every night to himself,
alone...away from the world and all his conflicts. He knew they'd be gone in a
second -- as well as a hefty amount of house points -- if Malfoy let his secret
out.
"And what would I get if I didn't?" Draco asked, one hand on his hip.
Defeated, Harry faced the ground and sighed, "What do
you want, Malfoy?"
A thousand things raced through Draco's mind; Public humiliation, the torment
of Potter's friends, somebody to do his homework, a scapegoat for whatever he
wanted to do, going and telling Snape Potter was here, anyway.
Which to pick? He wanted them all...
"Everything you can give me."
* * *
And that was where it began. After a little negotiation, that is. Harry wasn't
willing to give up his freedom for the rest of his years at Hogwarts, and Draco
wasn't satisfied with a week's service. The two agreed on a month.
At the beginning, Harry was slightly fearful he was going to be subjected to following Malfoy around the school, doing favors and tasks at his ever beck and call. However, even though the thought had passed through Draco's mind, he decided against it -- Not wanting to have to answer any questions about his relationship with Potter.
Things started out as to be expected; Harry did twice as much homework,
polished twice as many brooms (although luckily, Quidditch season was over.
Harry doubted he could've brought himself to forfeit any games for Malfoy's
sake), made frequent midnight trips to the kitchen and back to the outskirts of
the Slytherin common room, and even once picked up Draco's quills that he
dropped outside of Potions -- however, nobody but Crabbe and Goyle noticed.
So things remained basically behind closed doors. The door of the room where Draco had first found Harry, to be
exact. In the evenings they would meet, for Harry to give Draco his homework
and find out his next assignments, for Harry to explain previous days' lessons
to Draco, or to enjoy the fruits of a late night kitchen raid.
After handing Draco all that he requested, they exchanged pleasantries and
snacked together for a few minutes. The conversation was always light, about
school projects, teachers, or other students, nothing that really mattered. To
each of their surprise, they got along rather well during these times, and both
quite came to enjoy themselves.
The first few days, after Harry handed Draco the rolls of parchment he had
completed, Draco left Harry to his own business, sitting once again and staring
out the window into the lake. Although Malfoy wondered what it was Harry
thought about while he sat there, he never bothered to ask. Opting instead to take
his fill of snacks from the kitchen and go collapse into bed in the common
room.
About a week into things, one night after Draco had finished a chocolate muffin
Harry had brought him, he picked up his parchments and newly polished broom and
began to head out the door. But before he turned the handle, he turned to look
at Potter.
Harry always took up the same position after the two were done with business.
As Draco gathered his things, Harry would turn to the window and sit quietly,
for how long, Draco never knew.
However, this night, Draco set his things down by the door and walked over to
Potter, who turned and gave him a quizzical look.
"Isn't everything there?" Harry asked, glancing to the pile of
parchments and books next to the door.
Draco didn't answer, instead he looked right at Harry and bluntly asked,
"What do you think about?"
"What...?" Harry asked, obviously confused.
"In here," Draco spoke up again. "When you sit in here at
night...what are you thinking about?" He crossed his arms over his chest,
as if Harry should've known what he was referring to.
"Oh," Harry blushed slightly and shrugged his shoulders, looking back
out the window. "Nothing, really. Just...everything, I guess."
"Well which is it? Nothing or everything?"
Harry shrugged again, pulling his knees to his chest as he spoke, "I don't
know."
"Okay," Draco ended the conversation with that, realizing he wasn't
going to get an answer from Harry. He picked up his things and left, dwelling
over the conversation on his way back to his room.
Although he thought it odd that Draco asked, Harry didn't think much else of
it, falling back into his personal thoughts of friends, family, and future as
he did every night.
* * *
The next evening, as Harry turned away from Draco to face the window, Draco had
an idea. He placed his unopened packet of Bertie Bott's Every Flavor beans he
had Harry buy him from Honeyduke's on top of his Astronomy homework in the
corner of the room, then, he slowly walked over to where Harry was sitting, and
plopped down right beside him. As Harry looked over, he drew his knees to his
chest, mimicking the other boy.
Harry couldn't help but have the ghost of a smile at the sight of Malfoy next
to him in such an undignified position, with his newly filed nails tapping on
his elbows.
"Something funny?" Draco asked, turning his head with slight
restriction due to the fact his chin was placed firmly on his knees, this also
made him sound odd as he spoke with his jaw clenched.
"Just you," Harry replied, after he too, placed his chin onto his
knees and clenched his jaw, copying his counterpart.
Draco lifted his head. "Glad I humor you, then," He stated before
averting his eyes to the dark water out the window.
Harry turned his attention to the window as well as he spoke, "Me,
too."
The next few hours passed in comfortable silence. At what must've been 2:00 or
3:00 in the morning, Harry got up, nodded to Malfoy with a quiet 'G'night' and
headed back to his common room. Not particularly wanting to be alone in the dank
room, Draco followed suit and went to his own bed, feeling oddly alone.
* * *
That quickly became habit. Harry never asked why Draco wanted to sit there with
him, but he was inwardly comfortable with his presence and enjoyed the silent
company. Draco never bothered to tell Harry why he liked sitting with him,
feeling slightly foolish about the fact he enjoyed Potter's company and felt
relaxed and calm when sitting there, thinking about himself and life in
general.
One night, two days before the month was up, the couple stayed later than
usual. The two were sitting back-to-back, leaning against one another when
sleep overcame them. And that's how they stayed, all night.
In the morning, Harry awoke first, squinting at the sunlight that was spilling
through the window as he tried to figure out where he was. When he realized, he
gasped and leaned back a bit, feeling the weight of Malfoy leaning against him.
Draco muttered something under his breath as he was moved.
"Draco," Harry whispered, leaning back again to try to rouse the
other boy.
"Mmm...what?" Draco asked, popping open an eye to stare around the
room. "Where am...Oh God," he said with a sigh, leaning his head back
to rest on Harry's shoulder. "We're still here."
"I know," Harry, said dryly, following the other boys' lead to lay
his head back on Draco's shoulder. "What now," he asked, looking at
Draco out of the corner of his eye.
Draco let out a deep breath and closed his eyes. "Let's just stay
here," he mumbled.
Malfoy's voice vibrated in Harry's head, as his ear was now pressed to the
other boys' throat. It was surprisingly soothing. This made Draco's idea even
more tempting, that coupled with the fact that the room had become quite cold
and Malfoy's body heat was becoming much needed.
"Can't..." Harry muttered, removing his glasses to gently rub the
bridge of his nose. "We've classes."
Draco muttered something about it being the weekend before telling Harry to
'shut up now.' He then scooted forward on the floor, and lay down on his back. Harry
had to steady himself with his hand, for when Draco moved, he nearly fell
backward. Slipping his glasses back on, he looked at the lithe figure lying
beside him, already apparently in the throws of slumber.
Without bothering to think about the fact that his friends would probably be
wondering where he was, Harry lied down on his stomach, right up against Draco;
his arm flopped over Malfoy's softly rising and falling chest. Then, he fell
sound asleep.
* * *
Draco didn't know how long they'd been there. He didn't even know how long he'd
stayed awake, staring silently at the boy next to him, who remained quietly
asleep, curled up in a ball on his side. All he knew was he was perfectly
content to stay where he lay, absentmindedly snacking on a cauldron cake he had
stashed in his cloak pocket.
Unfortunately, the rustling of the wrapper awoke Harry who straightened himself
out and looked over at Malfoy.
"Is it tea time already?" Harry asked, moving to sit up.
"I dunno," Draco replied, opting to remain lying on his back,
snacking on his cake.
Without asking, Harry reached over and snatched the cake from Draco's hand.
"Thanks," he said with a grin at Malfoy's glare before shoving the
rest of the treat into his mouth.
Draco then stood and lifted his arms above his head, stretching. He made a
funny little noise as he did so, causing Harry to laugh, but fortunately he
didn't notice. He then walked over to the black velvet sack that was lying on
top of his Arithmancy text.
"What did you bring last night?" He asked, picking it up to carry it
back over to Harry. "I think I'm starving."
"Apples," Harry began, counting on his fingers, "peppermint
sticks, toffees, Ice Mice that I saved from Honeyduke's, and a flask of pumpkin
juice."
Sitting down beside Harry, Draco opened the sack and dumped out its contents,
which piled up quite nicely in front of the two boys. There seemed to be much
more there than the sack could've possibly held.
Draco picked up a toffee and unwrapped it. "I bet there's enough in here
to last us another night," he stated, halfway to himself.
As he picked up a peppermint stick, Harry looked at Draco.
Malfoy noticed the look and waved his hand. "If we were to stay in here,
that is. I mean -- I don't see why we would. But we could." Then he shoved
the toffee into his mouth.
With a nod, Harry stuck the end of the peppermint stick in his mouth, letting
it dangle between his lips as he spoke, "Well...I mean, if there's nothing
better to do. There's no trip to Hogsmeade today anyway, is there?"
"Don' fink tho," With a mouth full of toffee Draco answered.
"Well then," Harry said, reaching into his pocket. "How about a
game of Exploding Snap?"
* * *
And that's how the duration of the day went. Snacks, chatter (in which Harry
revealed more than he had intended to about his upbringing, and Draco confessed
to hating all of his "friends"), Exploding Snap, and even a lesson on
charms and spells in which Draco shared some of his more sinister favorites
with the rather shocked yet bemused Harry.
Although neither of them knew what time it was exactly, they knew the day was
over by looking through the window. The water no longer reflected on the walls
of the room, aided by sunlight, instead it fell dark again and the couple
relied on candles floating about the space as they always did at night.
The duo lay sprawled out on the floor, side by side, their hands groping within
the same bag of Ice Mice that was placed between them.
Harry turned his head to look at Draco, who was chewing intently on a tail, staring
into space. "I can't believe we spent the whole day in here."
Draco didn't seem nearly as impressed. He gave a light shrug and swallowed his
mouthful.
"I suppose I should be heading back soon," Harry thought aloud,
turning his head to look back up at the ceiling.
Malfoy rolled onto his side, propping an elbow onto the stone floor, laying his
head in an upturned palm as he looked at Harry. "You've made a mess,"
he stated blandly.
Confused, Harry looked back at the other boy. "Huh?"
Without another word, Draco reached out and gently pressed his index fingertip
to Harry's upper lip, gliding it slowly along its length. He then held his now
chocolate tainted finger in front of Harry's glasses. "See?" he said,
before bringing his hand back to place his fingertip inside his own mouth,
gingerly sucking the chocolate from his finger.
Harry could feel the heat rising in his cheeks as he stared at Draco, whose
glistening finger was still perched in the corner of his mouth.
"Thanks..." he muttered once he had found his voice.
"My pleasure," Draco said, returning to his position of arms folded
behind his head, staring up at the ceiling.
The couple lay in silence for a few minutes, Draco unaware that he was being
stared at intently the entire time.
Harry then took a deep breath and sat up, turning to the boy beside him.
Without warning, he leaned forward and swiftly planted his lips on Malfoy's,
pulling up after a brief second to say, "I should go now," in a
breathless voice.
Draco, obviously in shock, blinked up at the pair of green eyes staring down at
him. He opened his mouth to say something, but found that words had escaped
him.
Not wanting to delay, Harry quickly jumped to his feet and headed out the door,
his heart pounding fiercely in his chest the entire time.
Once Draco heard the door slam behind him, he was snapped out of his daze.
Immediately he jumped to his feet and stared at the door, swallowing hard. His
heavy breathing was the only sound in the quiet room and this unnerved him
somewhat. He also felt slightly strange...heated in a way he had never felt
before. His pale hands rose to his cheeks and found that they were literally
burning...For the first time in his life Draco Malfoy was blushing. And he was
more than thankful nobody else was around to see it.
* * *
The next morning, after much badgering and interrogation by Hermione and Ron,
Harry finally managed to convince them that he was absolutely fine, that he had
spent the previous day in the Infirmary with a bad stomach ache, and that he
couldn't let Ron and Hermione visit him because, well, 'you know how Madam
Pomfrey is.'
Although Hermione narrowed her eyes at Harry's reason, Ron accepted it without
question and quickly took Harry from the common room to Sunday breakfast.
While in the Great Hall, Harry tried to discretely look across the tables to
see if he could spot Malfoy. Unbeknownst to him, however, Draco had decided to
spend the day in his common room, refusing to answer any questions anybody
happened to ask him. He remained in his bed nearly the entire day, routinely
throwing his pillow against the wall in frustration.
Harry spent his day with Ron and Hermione out on the school grounds. They
visited Hagrid, spending some time helping him give Fang a bath. They also had
some lunch out by the edge of the lake, where it seemed most of the school had
congregated for the Sunday afternoon. Although Harry enjoyed himself, he spent
nearly every other minute trying to spot Malfoy in the crowd, to absolutely no
end. Slightly upset though he was, he figured he would see Malfoy again that
night in their "meeting room."
He counted down the hours until that night, when the members of his dorm room
had finally fallen asleep. As he had done every night for the past month, Harry
then slipped out of bed and headed out of the common room, practically running
to the room on the other side of the castle.
He made a quick stop by the kitchen, picking up a couple of pastries Dobby
insisted on giving him, before he got to the room. As he stepped inside, he
wasn't surprised not to see Draco there; Harry was usually the first one to
arrive. He walked over to the window and sat down, setting the chocolate
pastries beside him. And there he waited.
He waited for what seemed like a long time, although, he told himself, it was
probably just nerves. Finally, he heard the sound of the door opening. He rose
to his feet, picking up the plate with the pastries as he did so, turning to
face the door.
When it opened, Draco was standing there, as calm and composed as ever. His
blonde hair almost glowing in the shadows of the hall behind him. He looked
slightly dejected and Harry furrowed his brow as Malfoy's eyes lowered to the
floor.
"It's been a month," he said, raising his head to meet eyes with
Harry. "Time's up."
And with that he turned on his heel and walked out of Harry's sight. The door
creaked before shutting lightly behind him.
Harry stood rooted to the spot, trying to take in what Draco had just told him.
He stared blankly at the cakes in his hand before a wave of rage overtook him
and he threw the plate at the far wall, satisfied at the sound the glass made
when it broke. He then fell back into a sitting position, hugging his knees to
his chest as he used all his energy to try not to cry.
* * *
The next day Draco and Harry virtually ignored each other. No formalities, but
also no scathing remarks
or bitter quips. Hermione found it odd that Draco was so
quiet, as Harry and he had kept up appearances during the previous month and
continued to shoot sarcastic comments in each other's direction. But Harry
convinced her it wasn't that important and the subject wasn't brought up again.
That night, Harry made his way to the room empty-handed. He felt odd not
carrying anything. No clean brooms, no homework, snacks, or games to play. He
shoved the thought out of his mind as he entered the room. Taking a deep breath
he walked to the window and sat down in front of it, his legs crossed with
elbows perched on his knees, his chin cupped in the upturned palms of his hands.
He let out a sigh and closed his eyes, getting ready for a long night of silent
contemplation.
Time passed. Harry knew it was getting late, but he didn't care. Wrapping his
cloak tighter around his shoulders, he fell to his side and his glasses slipped
off, falling to the floor beside him. He didn't bother to pick them up; instead
he closed his eyes and drifted into an uneasy sleep, lying there on the stone
floor.
Harry didn't move an inch when the door opened, nor open an eye as footsteps
headed toward him. Surprisingly, to Draco at least, he didn't even wake up when
a body pressed up behind him and an arm draped heavily over his chest, pulling
him back. It wasn't until Draco's breath fell lightly on the back of his neck
that Harry stirred.
Draco kept an arm around the other boy, lifting his head to look at Harry's
face as he awoke. Harry yawned and rubbed an eye, blinking as he felt the
pressure of another person next to him. With glasses off, he couldn't see much,
but as he turned his head back he caught a fuzzy blonde shape and he
immediately knew who it was. All at once, it seemed, he could feel Draco next
to him. His lithe arm draped over his ribs, his chest pressed against Harry's
back, the rhythm of his heartbeat.
"Draco..?" he asked rather quietly, still not sure if he was
completely conscious. It felt real, but
he couldn't wrap his mind around the fact Draco was actually there with him,
after being so cruel the previous day.
Malfoy's voice whispered into Harry's ear, "Shhh, go to sleep."
Harry felt the ghost of a kiss on his lips, before he felt the sensation of
Draco's fingertips lightly touching his cheek. Harry breathed deep and put his
head back down, closing his eyes once again, feeling quite content and secure
within Draco's arms.
" 'Night..." he mumbled, on the verge of sleep. He waited for a
reply, but was asleep before he got one.
* * *
Harry's aching shoulders woke him. He groaned and sat up, squinting to try and
look around the room. Then, he pawed the floor until his hands reached the rim
of his glasses, which were immediately slipped on. Harry was dismayed to see
that the water was beginning to pick up light, a sign of the morning
approaching. However, as soon as this thought registered in his mind, the
events of the night came rushing back to him.
Immediately, he jerked around, looking to the spot where he was sure Malfoy had
been.
Nothing there.
A frown formed on Harry's face as he ran a hand through his already tousled
hair.
"I knew it..." he sighed, as a pang of disappointment suddenly hit
him. "Some dream, Harry," he told himself, slightly angry at having
believed such a fantasy.
Shaking his head, he gathered his cloak around him and
left the room. He made it to his bed before anybody noticed he had left. He
even managed to catch another hour or two of sleep before Ron was yelling at
him to get up for breakfast.
Memories from the night before kept swimming in Harry's mind, and as he sat
down at the Gryffindor table for breakfast, he caught sight of Malfoy sitting across
the Hall with his friends. He looked Harry's way and for a brief moment, Harry
thought he saw the flicker of a smile on Draco's face.
Momentarily, however, he realized it was a sneer, and Draco was laughing with
Crabbe and Goyle. All three had focused their attention on Millicent Bulstrode
who was sitting beside them.
* * *
That afternoon, students in Potions class received their grades for the month.
Ron, who was quite dismayed, barely made it above failing due to his disastrous
Sneezing Potion from weeks before. He never could figure out what went wrong.
Harry managed a fair score, while Hermione triumphed over them all with a
much-expected top mark.
As the students emptied the classroom, the strap on Harry's bookbag suddenly
snapped and all its contents spilled to the floor. Harry cursed under his
breath and waved his friends along without him as he knelt down to pick up his
books and parchments.
Harry thought he was alone in the room, so when a pale hand holding his Defense
Against the Dark Arts book appeared in his line of vision he was more than
startled. Slowly, he lifted his head and met eyes with Malfoy, who was standing
above him, holding out the book.
"I think you dropped this," he said blandly.
"Oh, yeah..." Harry said, slightly shaken as he took the book from
Draco and rose to his feet, struggling to hold all his books in his arms. He
stared at the other boy, unsure of what to do or say.
Malfoy seemed to be just as uncomfortable as he picked up a piece of parchment
from Harry's desk. An essay he had written weeks earlier that had still been in
his bag. "100%" it read on the top, a perfect score. Draco held it in
his hand and glanced it over, before placing it on top of the pile of books
Harry was grasping onto.
"Good job," Malfoy said with a nod, before he turned around and
quietly left Harry alone in the room.
Looking back years later, Harry realized that was the last nice thing Draco
ever told him.
