Life is Ever So....
I do not own Hey Arnold!

Life with Arnold is ever so...boring. I thought he would take care of me, never causing me any trouble and giving me everything I ever needed in life. But it has not worked out this way.

For someone who has supposed to have been in love with me since 4th grade, he certainly does not know how to anticipate my every whim. He should know everything I am thinking without saying it. Isn't that what spouses are supposed to do?

I have worked oh, so very hard all of my life to keep my emotions in check and never, ever be cruel to anyone. How could I tell him no? That's how I ended up marrying him. Daddy caught us together and told me at the end of a shotgun, that since Arnold had taken my virginity, he had to marry me. Made Arnold oh, so happy. No one asked how I felt, and being raised not to do much more than smile and answer positively no matter what, I did not tell my emotions. But Stinky was better by far. Oh, I would never cheat on Arnold. This was before that time with Arnold, but I really miss Stinky. I hear he is back in the country again.

I was not raised to do any work outside the home, but to be a homemaker. But I am not happy staying here. I want to work on a farm. But Arnold is so attached to his precious Hillwood and I could never ask him to move to the country for me. And with his income, we can not afford to keep a horse here in the city. Besides, I would not be able to spend enough time with a horse and that is not fair.

I was brought up to shine, to only reflect the good things in life. I was never taught how to fill myself up with things of my own desires. I never learned about art, politics, literature or anything really.

I am a cream puff pastry with nothing inside. I wonder where I put my smoothie? They always fill me up.