Hey!!! So I'm starting a new chaptered fic. Sasusaku…as usual. I know I haven't posted for a long time…but I have things written up! I just have to get around to typing them up…
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Sakura P.O.V.
Haruno Sakura, top medic and ANBU captain. Even with super strength and the power to heal, I can't stitch up my own broken heart. I can't get over his betrayal, even though I knew it was going to happen and tried to prepare myself. I can't get over the fact that I love him, even though I knew that he never loved me back. I can't get over how I poured my heart out to him and he just threw it away as though it was nothing. There's a lot that's happened in my life that I never got over, but life goes on, and I just try my best to hide it behind a smile until I'm home and by myself. In the privacy of my home I can let everything out. There's nobody there watching me, no judging…unless a structure or furniture can judge. Mind you, even if they were alive and could judge they'd have no way of telling us. Anyway…it seems as though I'm doing a pretty good job, nobody suspects anything. Or maybe they do and they just aren't letting on. Everybody wears a mask.
You already know most of my life story, so really there's no point in explaining it. You all know how he left six years ago, how Naruto and I have met him on several occasions, how we've failed at our many attempted missions to bring him back. There's no use to it anymore, Naruto is still persistent but I just can't manage anymore. Don't get me wrong, I still love him and I still want him back, I've simply just given it up. Why give myself false hope?
Sasuke P.O.V.
Uchiha Sasuke, heartless murder and S-ranked criminal. Even with a shriveled up black heart, I can't seem to forget or stop caring about a certain pink haired girl…or young woman rather. As much as I try to keep my emotionless façade, I can feel something…but I just can't feel it. I've never been able to feel or place many emotions, must run in the family, probably a gene passed down from father to son. Every time I think of her I get this funny feeling around my heart. When I think about what I've done to her, everything I've put her through I get this tightness in my chest…but I just can't place it. In the privacy of my room I can take off the camouflage, this false disguise that I've been forced to wear. I can't show emotions if I want to become stronger, if I ever want to see her again…I mean…to defeat my brother.
You already know most of my life story, so really there's no point in explaining it. You all know how my family was massacred, how I grew up with the intentions of killing my brother, how I left her, how I refuse to go back. They're continually trying to bring me back, or at least Naruto and Kakashi are. I didn't see her on their last mission. I wonder what happened…could she be hurt…or dead? No, I don't have time for this…I need…I need to see her…make sure she's okay…no…I need to train, yes train. I'm hopeless. Why is she always there, in my mind?
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Soo…how did you like? I'm really quite proud of this piece. And yes…of course I know where it's going! I have big plans…but I don't think it's going to be a very long chaptered. I don't know how often I can post, school takes first priority and I have speeches a la masse to write. I love persuasive speeches…absolutely adore them…especially writing them about the environment over and over and over again. Anyway…REVIEW PLEASE!!!
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~Caspyr441