AN : I have so much in my mind, like, too much idea, I'm itching to write it down. This story will be an archive for now. I will continue this if you want to.
Forgive my grammar for as I am not a native speaker of the language. If you are willing to beta this, please let me know.
TITLE : Your First Man
PAIRING : Sasuke X Naruto (SasuNaru)
SUMMARY : "What does a seventeen years of age knows about love, anyway?" was Naruto's reasoning he kept to himself. The Lord created Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve.
GENRE : Drama, Romance.
RATED : M.
WARNING : There are always reasons for the rate.
- This contained RAPE, big time. Before you read this you better leave if you hated the idea or against this.
- The language (swearing words, etc) and other situation are for adult audiences only. Not for homophobic audiences as this content is YAOI (between male X male action).
- Christian stuffs.
I have warned you beforehand and if I have to update the second chapter, I will no longer put warning on later chapter as it was already put in the beginning.
I hope you will enjoy reading this and let me know what you think. If you have something against this, please just leave. Don't bother to leave hateful comment whatsoever. I appreciated lovely reviews as it boosts my mood to write more.
DISCLAIMER : The plot is mine but sadly not the characters.
"Your First Man"
A SasuNaru Story
Chapter 001
A seventeen years of age Naruto Uzumaki smiled from ear to ear on a beautiful Sunday morning, the Holy Bible in hand, with a smiling guardian, Iruka Umino, and a small smile of a best friend, Sasuke Uchiha, behind. Naruto was so happy, positive aura glowing, instantly it brightened his surround. The three were on their way to the church for Suday Service.
Besides the home where he and Iruka shared, the church was also his comfort zone. He went to church whenever he felt unwanted, sad, or useless. He would feel better just by praying, be it inside his room or in the church. He had friends, sure, but he just didn't feel comfortable enough around them to pour his heart's out, even Sasuke. So whenever he wanted someone to hear him out, he would go to the nearest church and pray there. He felt better when he poured all of his heart out there.
Naruto and Sasuke just graduated yesterday and he would pray his thanks to the Lord and he couldn't wait for that, so he fastened his steps. He also would go to the university, thanks to Iruka! He had to inform it to his best friend later but then Naruto wondered what Sasuke would react if he say about going out of the town for four years? Sasuke had been strange recently… How should he talk about the matter to him?
This night would be good, was what Naruto thought to himself when they arrived at the church.
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away."
1 Corinthians 13:4-8.
Naruto's eyes were closed when he listened to the preacher. Today's service was about Love.
"There are four types of Love. Storge, Philia, Eros, and Agape. First is Storge. It is Affection, love of family." Instantly Naruto opened his eyes and looked to his left where Iruka sat. He smiled back to the older man who was smiling at him, before he looked back to the front. "The second is Philia. It is love between friends." Naruto then looked to his right to see Sasuke's usual unreadable face before he looked back to the front. "The next is Eros. It is Romance, the sense of being in love." Naruto went red for no apparent reason by that. "The last but not least is the Agape, the unconditional love, just like the Lord's love to us." Naruto smiled to that.
Thinking about love, there were two people in his life right now that he loved to death, his guardian, Iruka, and his best friend, Sasuke. Iruka was the person he was so grateful for in his life. He was the one who picked him up from the orphanage at the age of five where he had no friends at all and showed him what love is. He felt loved when he was with Iruka, and because of him, he met his rival which also his best friend, Sasuke, who unconsciously taught him everything he never asked for in life about friendship and bonding to others, he got many friends.
He sighed when the thought of going to university crossed his mind. He would not see two people he loved the most in his life, Iruka and Sasuke, for few years and he sure would miss them. He honestly could go back and forth but it would be too troublesome, according to Shikamaru, both time and money, so he chose to get back once and for all after the graduation.
He opened his eyes and nudge his right where Sasuke sat on his ribs with his right elbow, he whispered without averting his eyes from the priest in the front. "Let's meet up at seven tonight. There is something I want to tell you."
He could see from the corner of his eyes Sasuke nodded in agreement, without also averting his eyes from the priest in the front.
Naruto grinned and nodded back, good…
He honestly never thought of telling Sasuke about moving out from the town for the university would turn out like this. Just what kind of dream he had last night to have involved in this kind of situation? Just what sin he had committed in his past life to deserve this?
The sound of skin slapping against skin resonated through the dim room. Desperate pleas were being ignored by the moaning and groaning of pleasure. This was wrong yet felt right in a twisted kind of way he couldn't fathom.
His best friend was raping him.
"Sasuke, let go!" Naruto plead desperately, pushing the other man away, who was driving him, by the pale, sweaty shoulders with his equal sweaty, tan left hand, but failed miserably.
His right hand was holding onto his cross necklace dear life.
"No… Naruto… Can't do… Ah…." Sasuke's lust-filled voice whispered huskily on tan ear as he kept thrusting inside that sinful hole of his best friend.
"-but… nnahh… We are best… friend… hah…"
"Na…ruto… Never… once I… thought of you… ah… as my best… friend…"
"Nn… This is… Ah… Isn't right…!" Naruto could only plea with cries. He felt it was wrong yet his body was reacting so much to the pleasure Sasuke was giving to him, and he was ashamed of it. This was just so wrong in so many ways… You only have sex when you are married, and it was between male and female, and yet he was doing it before marriage, with a male. He had committed a deadly sin. He was already tainted and dirty with invisible sin covered his whole body and he was afraid that nothing could get rid of it out of his skin… Nothing could wash it away from him…
"But… I love you… Naruto…" Sasuke stuttered between each thrust he made.
Just what kind of love Sasuke was talking about?
That was it and Sasuke came inside Naruto's trembling body. Naruto didn't cum. He was crying that's why he was trembling. This was wrong. Sasuke had been saying weird things to him for the past few weeks before the graduation. If Sasuke loved him, he wouldn't rape him, right? Sasuke was Christian and he was a genius and yet why he committed such sin? He also dragged him into it.
What did he do wrong? He only said about moving out of the town for university for four years and yet, Sasuke yanked him inside his room and did this? At first he thought that leaving his best friend behind would be hard but after what had happened, he thought that it didn't matter anymore.
He waited until the body's on top of him breathe evened before he pushed him slowly to the side, allowing himself to wake up soundlessly from the filthy bed, gathered his clothes, put them silently. He looked at the sleeping form of his now ex best friend for the last time before he left.
He had never wanted to leave the town for the university this bad…
AN : This might take two or three shots.
I usually used Sasuke's Point of View because I'm comfortable with it but this one I use Naruto's Point of View and it is a hell lot of harder than normal, sigh. I hope I nailed it, though, being in Naruto's POV, so what you think?
Until next time, jaa~