Moving On
'How could she do this do me?' Alex thought as she cried herself to sleep. 'I thought she really loved me…that we were meant to be. But I guess that was just a dream. Obviously our relationship didn't mean as much to her as it did to me…' Alex had been thinking thoughts like this and more since her break up with Marissa at the bonfire earlier that night. 'Oh god! What am I gonna do now? I can't stay here. Not anymore. I can't bear the thought of seeing Ryan and Marissa together. They say they're just friends but I know they're more, much more. I just wish I had known that before I fell so hard for this girl' this was the last thought Alex had before she fell into a restless sleep.
The next morning when Alex woke up she rolled over expecting to see Marissa's body beside her only to find herself completely alone. 'oh yeah…we broke up.' She had never been this hurt in her life. Not even when her parents kicked her out or when she broke up with Jodi. Nothing could compare to the pain she felt now. Marissa was the one. Or at least she had thought she was. 'what should I do now? There's nothing left for me here. Maybe I should just go home to my parents. Maybe they'll let me come home.'
Getting fed up with all of her thoughts Alex decided to try to distract herself so she wouldn't have to think about it anymore. So she got out of bed, got dressed, did her hair, brushed her teeth, and started cleaning up the apartment. But the more she did the more she thought about Marissa and the time they had spent together. She thought about the time that Marissa did the laundry and accidentally turned her cloths pink or the time when Marissa tried to clean the apartment but didn't do such a good job because she wasn't used to doing that sort of thing. Being in this apartment just brought up all the painful memories of Marissa. 'I can't stay here anymore that's for sure. Even if I don't go back home I have to move out of this apartment!'
Just then there was a knock at the door. 'Who could that be?' Alex thought as she walked across the room and opened the door. She was surprised to find Seth standing on the other side.
I'm sorry that this chapter was so short! I hate when I'm reading fanfics and the chapters are this short but I don't know if I should continue this or not...Let me know if you think I should! I know that this chapter wasn't really about Alex/Seth but it will be I promise :) I just thought that I would start with the Alex/Marissa break up but show things from Alex's side since the show only showed what happened with Marissa. Alex was a really cool character! I loved her :)
Let me know if you think I should continue writing this fic or not. Its all up to you guys! I promise that the chapters will be longer than this in the future :)