** I don't Own The fosters or the characters they belong to ABC Family I only own the ideas I come up with
Callie and Jude were always jumping from home to home. There were all types of homes but they were always going to abusive homes and Jude didn't express himself but being adopted changed all of that. Stef and Lena assured him they would love him no matter what he liked or what he did that put Jude on cloud nine with feelings but it wasn't till the spin the bottle game he really knew he liked boys and not girls.
JUDE POV
I never knew I liked boys well. I was sorta questioning that because I was always curious I just never knew. At the last foster house I put on dresses my foster mother would own but I would get beat for doing it my foster dad would call me a FAG it hurt me physically and mentally. Callie would always stick up for me though but after moving from that home into our forever home Callie wasn't the only one sticking up for me. I had Mariana,Brandon,Stef,Lena,Mike, And most of all Connor my best friend I just wish he was more than a friend. Connor was the only person beside my Callie to ever stick up for me when I got picked on for being me or A fag as they say to me it just so hurtful to call me that even if I was Gay. Wow that's the first time I said it to my self I'm gay and my name is Jude Adams Foster it felt good to finally get off my chest.
~Next day at Dinner
Hey everybody as Stef said coming in from work. Hey everybody said as Stef washed her hands and sat done just in time to start dinner. Everybody sat in there regular seats and our daily conversation about what happen in school and work. Everybody said the same. Usual thing and I had to tell my family what I finally figured out about my self alright here goes nothing. Guys I have to tell you something Jude said
What's up Lena and Stef said at the same time. We'll I've been thinking about this for a long time and it's seemed like forever but I'm... I'm Gay.
Mariana practically sounded like the school fire alarm but she hushed after moms said enough of that noise, Callie said she always knew since the dresses she just didn't want to badger me about the topic, Brandon and Jesus said they were ok with it since I was their little brother and moms gave me a momma sandwich and I automatically knew everyone accepted me for who I was
~Next Day At School
Jude walked to his locker and as always Connor was there waiting for him.
"Hey Jude" Connor said as I approached my locker. Hey Connor I said getting my books for the first class. Nothing I just noticed you're wearing my favorite color on your nails midnight blue Connor Says as we walk to class. And I just noticed I have to tell Connor about being Gay so he doesn't feel uncomfortable with me. Connor I have to tell you something I said and he said anything. Connor you know how I wear nail polish and everything right
Yeah Connor said well there a whole reason behind that but before I could tell him the bell rings and we have to go to class I just hope he doesn't hate me for what I tell him
Connors POV
Ugh I hate that stupid bell my best friend was going to tell me something important and I wanted to know. By 4th period it ate me alive not knowing what Jude wanted to tell me but I stuck threw it. I just sat in class and wonder what Jude wanted to tell me I really liked him but I couldn't tell my self that I wanted him to be my boyfriend he was just so nice and caring It mad me turn from ice to water being around Jude. He made me feel like it's okay to be different and it's okay to be myself that's why I loved Jude because out of all the hate he got he was never angry he never said anything bad about anybody even when it was expected he made me be a better person. I was so drowned in my own thoughts for Jude that I didn't realize lunch starts in 2 minutes and class was already out so I ran to Jude's locker and there he was the love of my life just waiting there for me. Hey I said approaching him. So do you want to know what I wanted to tell you said Jude. Yes finally It's been eating me alive I say. And then slowly the words come out his mouth "Connor I completely understand if you don't want to be friends anymore but I'm gay"Jude said that but I was head in clouds when he did because that meant he could possibly like me Connor Jude said as I came back from my head so do you still want to be friends he said. But I was like why wouldn't want to be friends and I said it out loud and he got really happy and we just walked to lunch.
when we got to lunch we started talking about jude coming out and he was fine since it was always me and him at our table.
Connor: so how long did you know?
Jude: I don't remember but I do remember having a crush in 5th grade on this boy named Matthew so I would say since 5th grade but I would never Amit to it
Connor: oh. How is it like being gay?
Jude: Connor me and you are right here I would say it's no different now because if kevin and his friends try to do anything they can't hurt me. , You would protect me right?
Connor: Yeah Jude i would never let somebody hurt you I would kill them for trying to take my best friend away from me
Jude:thanks Connor that's why I'm wearing your favorite color because you make me feel safe around bullies at least when you're there
Connor: So do you like anybody?
Jude: Yeah I do he's taller then me and he's in our grade I just don't think he notices me but he's in most of our classes
And our conversations ends like that I just hopes Jude's like me so I can finally tell home my feelings for him.
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