So, I was re-watching the episodes where Paul died and just thought of this, it is set after he died (From his point of view) and he is kind of talking to Carla even though she doesn't know he's there, so yeah, hope you enjoy :) :P

~Everything you own is falling from the sky in pieces~
Explosions- Ellie Goulding

I'm watching you now you know, I'm watching you walk aimlessly into the flat, our flat, looking around and remembering, I'm remembering too. I'm remembering everything I did wrong, everything I did to hurt you, and I'm regretting it, I'm regretting it so much that it hurts.

I can see you grab a glass and a bottle of wine from the fridge. I can see you collapse down onto the sofa with tears. I glanced across to see glass still shattered all over the floor, from when I launched that glass at your head.

I didn't want to hurt you, you know that right? I was just so angry, not at you, at myself. I was so angry at what I'd done and the fact that it was all my fault that you were leaving, I couldn't bare the thought of life without you, I couldn't!

I guess I'm being punished now though, destined to an eternity without you, without ever being able to talk to you again, it's all my fault though, it is, I shouldn't have drove the car when I was drunk, I know that now, but then, I just didn't think about it.

I can see how your world, the world that we built up together crumbled all around you in the space of 24 hours. One morning we were happy and the next, well, look at me now, stuck up here without you.

I have so much stuff to say to you now, so much stuff that I should've said before and now you will never get to hear, not from my lips anyway.

I want you to be happy, I do, I want you to find some amazing new man that will treat you right, a lot better than I treated you anyway. I can't believe what I did to you, now I'm not around anymore it's put everything into perspective, about how stupid I was.

I guess what I really want to say is that I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything that I did, everything that I put you through, all your pain and suffering right now, it's all my doing and I feel so guilty I can't put it into words.

I need to tell you one more thing too, that I love you, that I will always love you, I will love you forever Carla Connor, remember that...

So, just a short little thing that was going around in my head, please review :) :P