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Chapter 1: in which Harry and Lupin meet in a very awkward circumstance.

Harry awoke and went downstairs, something was wrong, he could sense it and he didn't want his dark feelings about the unknown problem to continue.

He walked downstairs in to the Weasleys main room and looked around, a large figure was huched in a corner and there were stifled sobs coming from it or should I say, him.

"Lupin stop it, you have to tell someone what's going on." said Harry, annoyed.

Lupin jolted and looked up at Harry tears making train tracks down his cheeks and his eyes bloodshot, a crimson light came in from outside and Harry knew what was coming," Sh-sh-she c c came again." Lupins voice trembled almost as badly as he himself did.

Harry sighed," SHE just LEFT, if you hadn't noticed, and you should stop acting like this you know that Tonks is ill because of all this," Harry blurted," she thinks ... she... she... er... she thinks you're.. er how do i put this... cheating... she thinks you're cheating on her and… and to be honest, so do the rest of us."

Lupin gaped at Harry feeling completely betrayed," I mean... apart from me i.. i don't ... i... i understand and Daz is taken ill but I'm sure he would and erm so would dumbledore, he would and and," Harry paused and continued in a croaky voice," S s so would S S Sirius and m m my dad."

Lupin looked at him as if all that mattered was confirmation of them words," R really? y you think th they would?"

"YES" Harry said firmly and sat beside Lupin, time to recall...