Authors Note: My first fanfic (almost wrote fanfuc), and I really don't know where I was going with this, cause I was listening to music and all of a sudden I went into 'Must Write (or type) Mode'. So truthfully not sure where I went… Tried to salvage it and I don't think I will post this, bu do please don't kill me for my not-knowing of what to do -. (The face is part of the sentence… just don't question it)

(Side Note- I just added spaces randomly where I saw fit, I am perfectly aware that is not how it works… but I don't care. =-=)

Disclaimer: If I owned it Nalu would have happened by now =-=

Lucy, Lucy, Lucy… that's all I can think about. Her smile, her eyes, and the way she looks at me, even when she's mad. If only should could still look at me.

I look down into my arms, and refuse to believe reality. She's really gone and I couldn't stop her.

(Flashback)

'Natsu', it started out… and I continued to read on not knowing of the results of it. 'I love you,' stop; re-read again, did I just read that? Those innocent thoughts not preparing me for what came next, 'I'm leaving. I'm sorry, I do truly love you, but I have to go now. If I told you, you would only come after me. Don't worry about school, I understand if you don't cover for me after this note" Tears stained the picture from then, but I could understand the writing, 'Goodbye Natsu, till we meet again'.

All that filled my head my head was questions, and all I could think was Lucy, why?

2 days later….

I skipped school, they asked me where Lucy was and I lied saying she was sick. They would have called her parents, but she had none. Mother dying of sickness, and her father following suit due to refusing to eat was the cause. Sorrow had engulfed her until she met Natsu.

(Explanation Time….. WITH ME… Mwahahaha)

Natsu had been living with his adoptive father, Igneel for years now and never knew his parents. He didn't feel the same attachment, but understood what it meant to have something missing in your life.

Natsu and Lucy met each other at school and got along immediately. Lucy slowly opened up to Natsu, and Natsu to her.

(End of explanation)

Where to look, where to look, my resolve hardened when I thought of those written

words, I love you. I couldn't tell her that I fell in love too._

This will be a Two- shot I guess… Not sure if I will continue. I don't really know where I was heading with this. Just realized I should be doing homework. Curse you Procrastination! Wouldn't it be cool to know someone named procrastination, and what if he/she (I want it to be a he for some odd reason) didn't procrastinate at all? Poor Procrastination, he would be bullied so much with a name like that. I had a teacher named Miss Potty once… Omwatermelon I got so off track. Congrats if you read this far, you have better patience/endurance than me. –((( TLN