"that dream again.....when will it stop?"
my disturbed mind will never allow me to sleep peacefully, I got up of bed and drank a glass of water, there is no point in going back to sleep, I cant do it anyway, the best thing I can do is to write down my past one more time in my journal
May 23th:
I had the same dream again, Im standing over a rusted fence in the dark, while I hear a raspy voice blaspheming against God, the voice finally says " Jeremy, his blood runs through your veins...why dont you want to give him life?"
then the rusted floor breaks and I fall into darkness
I dont understand any of that but I think that it has to do with my....past
I wish I could forget about that town, but I cant, it drove my mother to death and my father to madness
there is nothing that I hate more than the town of...Silent Hill
Jeremy Phoenix
I stopped writing, its pointless anyway its not going to help me cope with all this confusion, maybe I should thank about it one more time
"my mother is driving me to Midwich Elemetary School in the used-to-be quiet town of Silent Hill, she tell me to have a good day in school, and then she drops me at school and drives away
that day I had a lot of fun at school the teachers were nice to me and so were the other students, the day seemed like a dream but it was shattered when I came home from school and found my mother...hanging from the roof, I passed out after that, I woke up at the Brookhaven Hospital, with my father Richard sleeping in a chair next to my bed