Lela
Being in college and majoring in elementary education is hard enough.
Times are changing, Kimber is marrying Rio and I am so happy for her. Shana is married to Anthony Julian and they have a daughter Jacqui. Aja is pregnant with a baby she is calling Brit. Aja also runs a school for performers called Starling. Most of my sisters attend there. Some of us were too old, when she started it; others are not interested in performing. I am not into performing, but I won't turn it down either.
I have my own apartment at the college, since I have been on the dean's list. I have always been on the Dean List, even when I was back in High School. I am enjoying having my own place. I miss having my sisters around, but I am enjoying the privacy. I just wish my friends who like to use my apartment, would not use it so much.
The only thing is between school and my friends always at my apartment. I have been stressed out lately. I just wish I could tell them not to come over so much. I am thinking of pledging a sorority at school. But all that will do is add more stress to the situation I am already in. Lately, I have been having chest pains. When I saw the doctor on campus, "He said it was from stress." He also asked me did anyone in my family have heart problems. I didn't know what to say, so I told him not that I know of. I couldn't tell him that I was a Starlight Girl and don't know my parents or their medical health.
I don't want Jerrica to know about the trouble that I have been having lately. All she would do is make me move back home, so that she can keep an eye on me.
