Girl On Fire

They don't own me. The world doesn't own me. I'm not just a piece in their life so therefore they can't control me. They are the ones to be blamed for my feelings. They cause them and they don't care at all. I am Katniss Everdeen. I live in the cruel country of Panem. I survived the first Hunger Games and about started an uprising by igniting a revolutioin with me and my star crossed lover. But at the end of the Quarter Quell when we made and epic escape attempt the capitol captured us and did what they do best.

But during all of this chaos and rioting of the people, me an my lover Peeta still have a connection. Our flames keep us alive. That's the only reason they don't just kill us. Otherwise they will totally loose Panem. To me, Peeta is the only one keeping me alive. He comforts me because they killed all of our family after they totally destroyed our disitrict.

To the country, this is all a game to them. But to me, it is not even close. But if that's what they think it is, that is what they will get. Because I have heard that the people of Panem are starting to uprise past the capitols control. So they are standing and fighting, for what I have started. For Peeta and I. It is all so amazing. But I just hope they will not cave and give into the capitol once again. This would make life worse for everybody in Panem then it already was after the first uprising. But if they keep igniting and staying strong, we will be able to overthrow the government.

I want the Capitol to do one thing. I want them to notice me. This is my moment to help the Panem to revolt. I want to show them something that came from a country of nothing. And now we materialize into an alliance with the people. We could do this right here and now if we wanted to. But that would get us all killed. The flames are surrounding the country of Panem. What will happen? I am still unsure of what to do. This love between me and Peeta is not a game to me. We need to keep it alive. For us, for the people of Panem. If we survive this hell we will start our own peaceful country and keep everybody safe and be fair. Basically do the exact opposite of what the capitol is doing.

Apperantly to everybody I still don't know the affect I can have. But trust me, I know. My opinion is that we all need to stand up and totally overthrow the capitol. We can do this, if we all try hard enough. But this love will never end no matter what ends. I just want to get this through their heads. They don't own anybody as they act like they do. But they sure make it pretty clear that they try their best to. But we won't give up on the people. Never. And I will never give up on my now complicated life.