Chapter 1: Following your Heart
Summary- Takes place after the events of Hands on a Hybrid this is how I would have liked to see it go instead of the way that it ended. This is my first story so be gentle on me lol
Voice Over- I never truly understood the meaning of your heart breaking until the tonight when Amanda broke up with me…but my heart didn't just break it died and more then anything it wanted to be healed
Letting out a soft sigh he walked into his room he stopped and looked at his bath tub "Wallow Central" he sadly thinks to himself as he steps in and lay's his head against his pillow he looks at the other side of the tub and cant help but close his eyes "Amanda's spot" he thinks to himself.
A soft knock is heard at his door "come in" he says not opening his eyes the visitor looks over at Kyle and cant help but feel her heart brake she takes his desk chair and rolls it over near the tub taking it seat "I'm sorry about today"
Kyle opens his eyes and gives a appreciated smile "thanks Lori…but it's not your fault…I messed everything up I should have just told her the truth…I can't believe she would think I was cheating on her"
Lori debates whether or not to say what she's thinking but knows that it needs to be said "don't hate me for this…but you can't blame her for thinking that"
Kyle picks his head up from the tub and looks at her "I'm not Charlie…I would never hurt Amanda"
Lori sighs "Maybe not purposely…but you have given her reason to think that" Kyle cant help but feel betrayed hearing this "It's just you and Jessie seem to be close…and well what she walked in on who wouldn't think the things that she was thinking…Kyle I do believe you"
Kyle lets out a soft sigh "I don't like Jessie we just share a connection I needed to find out something and for that I needed to get closer to Jessie…I cant explain all of it though all I know is I care about Amanda more then anything in this world… but thanks for believing me Lori…I just wish that Amanda would" he says sadly.
Lori "Kyle I bet a part of her does believe you but she's afraid to…Charlie hurt her pretty bad she thought that he loved her fully but he didn't and that hurt her more then anything…Kyle she's afraid of opening her heart to you completely because she's afraid your going to be a Charlie…that's why she's feeling this right now."
Kyle "But I'm not Charlie I'm never going to be Charlie I wouldn't hurt Amanda like that I would enjoy every second being with her…I'd thank this world for letting me be lucky enough to have her in my life…I would never hurt her like Charlie did" he confesses "And she thinks I did…I cant lose her….I don't want her to be what's missing in my life…what should I do?"
Lori lets out a soft sigh "it's not my thing to get into Kyle you need to figure this out by yourself if you feel this strongly about Amanda then fight for her" she gets up from the chair and makes her way over to the door before opening it she turns to Kyle "just follow your heart" she gives him a small smile and then heads out.
Kyle watches as Lori goes "she's what's missing" he thinks to himself as he gets out of his tub and walks over to his desk he rolls the chair back over and takes a seat on it he then opens his desk drawer and takes out a tray of pastel crayons he places them on his desk and then takes out some water color paint's he closes his eyes as he remembers the image that he drew before a small smile appears on his face once he see's the image, he then opens his eyes and takes a pastel crayon and begins dotting once he's done with that he puts his finger in the yellow paint jar and adds the paint to his drawing. He smile's at the finished product "perfect" he thinks to himself he looks over at his clock to see that it's already 11:30 he then glances out the window at the Bloom House "follow my heart huh" he thinks to himself as he gets out of his chair and carefully rolls the paper up. Kyle slowly cracks his window open just enough for him to get out once out he head's for Amanda's house.
AN: I'll post more very soon comments always make it come quicker :)