There it is again, that impenetrable smile that never fails me as it triumphs over my being. My knees weaken every time your eyes pass me by, as if your stealing glances which I tend to notice from time to time. Your laughter, so soothing that I could almost melt away into nothingness bringing everything back; as if it was only yesterday that we are together, doing the things we love to do.
I sat comfortably as I reminisce, our past. The beginning of our relationship wherein denial is our major premise yet it slowly melted as our cold hearts fused into one. We were together for quite sometime given the circumstances that morality hinders such affections. Still we broke the norms and went with our plans.
A solid year was all it took till everything started to fall, piece by piece our dreams shattered leaving tiny pieces of hope – hope that we took for granted till this very day.
You saw me staring, and gave me a smile as if reading my thoughts, a game you enjoy playing when we were together. I thought I was able to change this, change the way I feel about you, yet hearts cannot be taught no matter how hard one tries.
I slowly stood from my sitting, and was about to approach you when my lover hugged me from behind. My emotions were real as I walk away from you that day in tears for my decision, for me leaving us. I never look back, for it pains me to see what could have been if we never broke up.