No Fear

Authors Note – Right so After Edward left Bella she followed him until she collasped and Sam found her and the 4 months passed she tried to live with her life for an other 2 months but everywhere she turned everything reminded her of Edward.

So she ran away . Where she met another vampire who was like the Cullens She asked him to Turn her and he seen the pain in her eyes and did.

Now 4 Years later Bella is weak (I know a weak vampire) She is able to have Human Emotions and she dreams some chases her in her dreams and now its coming to live

did I mention shes also in a Band With Lucas(Vampire who found her)

Disclaimer – I do not own the twilight Sagas Characters

though sometimes I wished I did (laughs)

anyway please review this story I already have the other Chapters

This is in bells POV

Chapter 1

Running

*Flashback*

" I waited until Charlie had left in the morning to go to work six months you could say six long painful months he's been gone the first few nights I sat at the Window hoping, Praying he would come But no he never did . Many nights I a woke screaming, I never ate, I stopped going to school, but I did however start writing songs . But now it has been six months and I can't take it anymore im leaving yes leaving me Bella Swan is packing up and leaving Forks, I layed in my bed in my clothes waiting on Charlie leaving I knew it would hurt him but I can't keep seeing Ed- his face everywhere I turn. Once I heard his car leave I got out my bed grabbed my bag, I only took a few bits of clothes a toothbrush a brush money shoes and toothpaste. I ran down the stairs only tripping once and got my coat and ran to my truck and left Forks forever/

I drove for hours not knowing where I was heading until I saw the sign Alaska. I drove a while longer before parking in front of a motel and getting out her truck grabbing her bags and getting a room. I did not even bother unpacking since I would not be here that long. I looked out the window and a sigh escaped my pink lips. "Why" I whispered to myself but trailed off knowing I would brake down. I walked out not even grabbing my jacket. I crossed the road nearly getting hit by a car while doing so. My legs carried me into the forest and continued to walk not caring where I stopped. But being me I tripped and hit my head on a rock a sharp rock, blood ran down my face but I could not care less I layed there hoping praying to die. That's when I heard footsteps " Excuse me Miss but you do know you are bleeding" the voice said it sounded like velvet like Ed- like his. I looked up into topaz eyes and my heart skipped a beat. I could not stop the words coming from my mouth " please just change me or kill me" I said and he chuckled " im not going to kill you but why would you want to be changed" He asked. Wow I thought he did not even try and lie about being a vampire. I sighed and explained told him my name was Marie Masen I don't even know why I chose Masen I guess I thought I would be closer to him. Lucas was his name and he looked annoyed that someone could to that to a human. "Please Lucas just change me please" I begged. Lucas nodded and held my hand and bit my wrist. My neck and my ankle " im sorry for the pain" he whispered.

*End of Flashback*

Well now here I sit 4 years later still thinking back. I stayed with Lucas though he never treated me any different than a sister and I loved him like a brother.

But some thing's are different, with me telling Lucas my name is Marie that's the name I go by now.

I continue to write songs and Lucas liked them so much that he bought a drum set and guitar and said we should start a band. I agreed.

Now here I sit in my bedroom my blue bedroom writing my new song Happy Ending Lucas and I were doing a video for the song tomorrow. I sighed as I put the paper away and curled into a ball Lucas had went hunting at least now my eyes matched his. You see at First they were red and I must admit they scared me. But now there are Gold just like Ed I mean his.

My eyes closed and I drifted off to sleep to dream, having the gift to dream and have human emotions was just like being human well kind of.

So I slept though sometimes I wished I never all because of a few months ago I started to dream of something that chased me, I was always weak and to be honest my body was actually becoming like it was in the dreams....Weak.

I bolted straight up from my dream I had dreamed about running through a forest from that thing I knew it had White pure white eyes. I ran through the forest out onto a clearing when I heard my name being said from a velvet voice a voice I knew all to well. But I woke up before I let it get any further.

I looked out the window to see it was daylight "Lucas Music Video " I said and he came through my door twirling his drum sticks " Yeah Marie I know do you have the lyrics?" He asked and I nodded "yeah here" I said handing him the paper not letting him know about the dream I had not told him about the last month either.

My Happy Ending.

Oh Oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh Oh
So Much For My Happy Ending
Oh Oh Oh
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do [CD version]
All the stuff that you do [radio edited version]

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

"Wow Marie" Lucas said with a small smile he knew how I still loved Edward, I flinched as I said his name.

"Well come on lets get going don't wanna keep Rick waiting" I said and took the paper got my guitar it was something he had taught me . Edward I mean he played the guitar and he should me I wrote another song about him well a lot of my songs were about him. I smiled at Lucas as I walked to the Black Jeep with tainted windows. We arrived minutes later at the studio and went in to meet Rick. Everything was set up in a half an hour.

I stood in my place waiting on Lucas to start playing "Oh Oh ...So much for my happy Ending" I started I did not need my guitar for this song. I looked into the camera as I hit a high not my hands in my hair. "So much for my Happy Ending" I finished as my eyes let the camera and looked to the floor. I sighed as it finished and looked back at the camera just in time before Lucas stopped playing.

The camera shut off and I turned to Lucas who was smiling " That was great Mar" he said using that stupid nickname.

"thanks Luc" I said and hugged him and walked to my dressing room.

Authors Note- so there you have it Chapter 1

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