Author's Note: I thought it would be kind of sweet to have Kurt's point of view on the entire situation. This is the sequel to I Can't Help.
You were the only one who knew just how much I loved 'Wicked'. I remember you would sit in my basement with me and try to play the music on your guitar just so I wouldn't be singing alone. So when I got handed the sheet music to 'Defying Gravity' I was ecstatic.
I turned to see your confused expression and mouthed the name of the musical before turning back in my seat to face Mr. Schue.
Then he offers it to Rachel. And I hear how it's a girl's song and my face just falls. But I know only you'll be able to see it.
And I know you can't help but follow me as I practically book it out of there.
No one can see me cry over this.
I know you'll get into my passenger seat and we'll drive to my house and hang out in my bedroom like we do ever Friday night.
I don't even remember when we became friends.
I feel so lost and I don't even know I'm crying and asking you why it couldn't be me, but you're answering.
You can't help but tell me that I'm worth it. That I'm good enough.
You pull me close in your arms once we're home. Normally I would get flustered over being so close to my ex bully turned friend. But now I just want to cry and you're my support system.
And now how much I wish you could, you can't help me.