This was a request from kdmr87, I hope you like it.

Rachel POV

I can't believe that it is my big NYADA audition today, I am so excited. This is the final step before I find out if I am going to New York or not.

"Are you ready?" Finn asks me.

"Yes, I can't wait, she is going to love my rendition of Don't Rain on my Parade and she is going to accept me and Kurt and then you're going to make it into acting school and then we'll be together, making it into the celebrity world together," I say excitedly.

We get to side stage and then Finn says, "I am going to watch from the seats ok, good luck babe you're going to be a star, and Kurt good luck bro you're going to nail it," and then he walks off after kissing me on the cheek.

Kurt's audition is AMAZING! I have no idea how I am going to top that.

"Rachel Berry," Carmen Tibideaux calls.

I walk on to the stage and introduce myself, "My name is Rachel Berry and I will be singing Don't Rain on my Parade."

xxxxxGleexxxx

I can't believe I chocked, I have literally only just stopped crying.

"Rach," I hear a voice behind me.

I turn around and see Noah standing by the choir room door.

"Yes Noah I choked, come to gloat that considering I am meant to be going places and can't even nail an audition that I am going to be stuck here for the rest of my life?" I ask him and then realise how selfish I'm being, "I am so sorry Noah, I forgot. How did your European Geography test go?"

"I choked," he answers.

"Come sit here," I say and pat the seat next to me.

He walks over and sits down.

"I really thought I'd get out of this hell hole you know, looks like I am going to have to re-do my senior year next year if I really want to graduate. I guess everyone is right I am a Lima Loser," he says out loud and I don't think he means to speak but he does so I answer him.

"You're not a Lima Loser Noah, you're so much better than that, you will get out of here, like I will, it's just that this year may not be when we leave, maybe the Jew God wants to keep us together," I say looking at him.

We are looking into each other's eyes and then he begins to lean in for a kiss.

"I can't do this Noah," I say to him and get up to go.

"Rach, wait," he says to me and I turn to face him.

"What is it Noah?" I ask him.

"I'll text you later ok?" he says to me.

"Ok," I reply and walk out of the door.

xxxxxGleexxxx

Later that night, after I did a lot more crying I feel my phone vibrate.

Noah: What are you wearing baby? Xxx

Me: What do you want me to be wearing? Xxx

Noah: Nothing xxx

Me: Your wish is my command xxx

So this is my first chapter, I hope you all liked it the next few chapters will be smut smut smut!