A/N: Alrighteh, lotsa things I wanna say, but I don't wanna clog up the beginning of this. This is The Epic Story of Xoe, a story about a girl that's about to be introduced into my regular ficcys. This story is a collection of nine song fics from ninesongs on Unfinished Thought's album Becoming Aware, so if you don't like song fics, I don't highly recommend reading this. Also, if you get scared or grossed out easily, please don't read, this is my warning now.
Chapter 1: One More Forever (Song by Unfinished Thought)
Xoe stood in the background of the darkness in a bush. Her blue floppy hair was strung down in clumps around her face. Her blue dress was torn to shreds. She held a knife close to her chest with her paws drenched in blood.
Xoe watched as her ex-boyfriend Josh, a white hamster with black spots, stood in the doorway of his house. She could see his new girlfriend Marie, a blond hamster, next to him. They were laughing jovially.
And I wanna know why he never loved on me or hung over me..., Xoe thought to herself as she watched the couple. Josh bent over Marie and began making out with her in the doorway. They made their way inside the house.
Xoe stepped out of the bushes. She pointed her blue ears up and tiptoed toward the door. Xoe could hear them as they walked down the hallway from outside.
He'll regret having treating me this way..., Xoe thought threateningly. He'll regret having me finding him with that gal Marie in his bed... She shuddered as she stared into her knife. The knife was already blood-stained. A glint of light reflected off of it. Xoe saw her reflection in the knife's great beauty.
::I Stood And Watched As She Drove Up::
::I Kept My Cool With The Pain::
::And As You Were Playing With Her In Your Bed::
::I Was Outside Your Door In The Rain::
Xoe waited until she could not hear the couple anymore before she tried to open the door. Josh had locked it, but she slashed her knife down in the doorcrack and unlocked it. She quietly opened the door and slid into the house. No one heard her as she walked down the hallway toward the bedroom. Xoe smiled and tried to keep from laughing as she loved the pain her ex-boyfriend would learn of.
::No One Heard As I Walked Up::
::Put My Hand On The Door And Then Turned::
::And As I Walked Down The Hall With My Mind In A Blur::
::I Was Loving The Pain You Would Learn::
Xoe came to the door. She kicked it open with a demented look on her face. Josh and Marie looked at her from the bed and paused.
"DIE, YOU FUCKERS!" Xoe screamed as she threw her knife first at Marie. The knife struck her right in the throat. Marie doubled over onto the floor as the started puking blood. Xoe raced over to her and pulled the knife out of her throat. She stabbed her repeatedly in the stomach as Marie continued gurgling up blood.
"WHY WON'T YOU DIE?!!" Xoe screamed as she held the knife above her head. She came down with the knife upon Marie's head as hard as she could. Xoe pierced Marie's head with the knife as her face went blank and she stopped struggling.
Josh was backed up against the wall. His eyes were wan as Xoe stood up and walked over to him.
Xoe whispered to him, "Why won't you...DIE?!!" She threw her knife into his stomach. He fell to the ground and screamed.
::Kicked Open The Door With A Fury::
::She Was The First One To Go::
::Slowly At First And Then Quickly You Bled::
::As My Rapture Had Ended The Show::
Xoe hovered over him and stopped on him. She watched him as he threw up his blood. Quarts of blood was covering her whole body. Xoe glanced around at the now blood-covered walls. She could see the pictures of her looking ever so innocent. Xoe screamed at the pictures as she tore them off the wall and ripped the apart. Tears were now pouring down her face as she continued watching her her ex-boyfriend bled.
::Peace Of Mind Doesn't Come Cheap::
::Devotion Hurts Most Of All::
::Now Pieces Of Your Mind Are All I Can See::
::With The Pictures Of Me On The Wall::
"WHY ARE YOU STILL BREATHING?" Xoe screamed at Josh as he breathed profound, quick-pace breaths. She looked around the room and realized she liked this killing process. Xoe realized it was her destiny to kill now because she could never do anything else ever.
::WHY ARE YOU STILL BREATHING?::
::These Are My Dreams::
Xoe hovered over Josh as he kept holding onto life. She whispered, "I dared you to just push me a little bit further, and now it's blurred the line between my memories and dreams. My dreams are now becoming this memory. Now you've seen what happens when I forget when I'm awake." Xoe kissed his blood-covered face. "I dared you."
::I Dare You::
::I Dare You::
::I Dare You To Push Me Just A Little Bit Further::
::Bluring The Line Between My Memories And Dreams::
::See What Happens When I Forget When I'm Awake::
::And The Hurt Is So Blinding Addiction Is All I Can See::
"You're fucking crazy," Josh whispered as he spat out blood.
"You say that I'm crazy, but baby, I can't take enough pills to stop this."
::Control Will Lead To Possession::
::Obsession For Permanent Bliss::
::You Say That I'm Crazy But Baby::
::I Can't Take Enough Pills To Stop This::
::You're Just One More Forever::
::I Couldn't Put Together::
::One More Disaster::
::For The Ever After::
::One More Last One::
Xoe stood back up and glanced around the room. She whispered, "Forever has never ever seemed so short... It feels short for me, but it'll feel like eternity for you because you're beginning it."
::Forever::
::Never::
::Ever::
::Seemed So Short::
"I want you to know why I did this," Xoe said as she kneeled beside the dying Josh. "You made me feel worthless all these times. You made me feel like I was the target. But now everything you've done to be has come back to kill you."
::All Those Times That You Made Me Feel Worthless::
::Like I Was The Target::
::The One No One Knew::
::And Now These Insecurities::
::Will Come Back To Kill You::
"By now you should know that I'm different. I have a feeling you already do. It's times like these I can breathe what I see... Tell me, my dear, does that seem timid to you?"
Josh continued glaring up at her. "Just kill me...," he whispered as he groaned. "This is worse than a bullet just being put to my head..."
Xoe smiled mentally. "I'm glad this is worse. My pain is worse, though."
::By Now You Should Know That I'm Different::
::I Have A Feeling You Already Do::
::It's Times Like These I Can Breathe What I See::
::Tell Me My Dear Does That Seem Timid To You?::
Josh kept on glaring up at her with his glossy eyes. They were beginning to fade and lose color. Xoe drew a heart in the puddle of blood beside him.
"You're gonna get caught and put in jail for this, maybe even killed," Josh spat as he coughed up some more blood clots.
Xoe shook her head. "I blend into the night well, and they'll never catch me. Besides, it wasn't my fault. You were on your way to death, and I just made it better for you."
::You're Just One More Forever::
::I Couldn't Put Together::
::One More Disaster::
::For The Ever After::
::Forever::
::Never::
::Ever::
::Seemed So Short::
Xoe glanced over at the carcass of Marie across the room. "You cheated on me with that gallie. It would have been alright if we hadn't been so close together... So in love..."
"I wasn't in love with you, Xoe," Josh coughed. "I only wanted..."
"I don't care what you wanted! I wanted to be happy, but no. You had to go and ruin it for me. Now you're going to die."
::You Were There At The Hotel::
::Or It Might Have Been A Motel::
::When I Awoke As The First Tear Fell::
Xoe stood up and picked up a long strip she ripped from a picture. She drenched the end in blood. Xoe signed the wall with her signature above the bed.
"This will remind you to think of me next time," Xoe whispered to Josh. "This will remind you to not push me further than comfortable. This will remind you that I tried to make it work, but love said no."
::You Didn't Think::
::You Didn't Think Of Me::
Xoe bent over Josh one more time. She kissed him on his blood-stained lips and pulled her knife out of him. Puddles of blood came out quicker as Xoe walked out of the house and into her new life...