Chapter one

"Time to wake up lady Victoria."

I opened my eyes slightly, squinting them because of the light, I inwardly groaned and said, "How many times do I have to tell you Sebastian, call me Victoria."

"As you wish my lady. Now would you like me to call Mey-rin to come help you dress?"

I stood up and regretted it as soon as my feet touched the ground. I fell foreword but Sebastian caught me. I looked up into his red eyes and blushed.

"I-I'm sorry Sebastian."

He grinned, "No need to be sorry my little demon."

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When I was younger I would cause trouble or get into trouble by doing something bad and I gained the nickname as little demon.

I smiled up at him and said, "I will get dressed and be down soon."

He slowly walked out and I hurried to my closet to get dressed. I put on a black dress with a hint of purple in some places, I put on my stockings and black shoes, and I put my necklace that my parents gave to me on my birthday. I looked in the mirror and brushed my long dark brown hair. I stared into my purple eyes. If you looked close enough at my right eye, you could see a pentacle (A star within a circle) it was barely noticeable because of my purple eyes. Ciel has the same symbol but he has to wear a eye patch because his eyes are blue. We achieved them when we made a contract with Sebastian.

I looked once more in the mirror. I walked out of my room and downstairs. I was greeted by Mey-rin, Baldroy, and Finnian. I said 'good morning' and continued into the dinin room.

My brother was already eating his breakfast, "Good morning sister, how did you sleep?"

I shrugged my shoulders, "Fine I guess... Hey Sebastian?"

Sebastian came to my side and I whispered, "I'm not feeling well, do you think it'd be okay if I missed breakfast?"

He nodded, "Go up to your bedroom and I'll bring some tea."

I thanked him silently.

"Excuse me brother but I'm not feeling quite well. I shall return to my room."

Before he could say anything I ran out of the room and to my room. Once I got to my room, I instantly ran to the bathroom, I fell to my knees, I felt like I was going to throw up, I sat there for long time but nothing came.

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I finally stood up on my wobbly legs, I had to grab the counter so I didn't fall, and I looked into the mirror noticing tears streaming down my cheeks. I then remembered the night my parents died. The mansion on fire, my parents were burnt alive, and worst of all I saw the whole thing.

I fell to my knees and started sobbing. I didn't know what to do anymore, I was lost. So very lost. Ciel wanted to avenge our parents death, I on the other hand didn't know what to do. I just can't do this. It hurts.

My thoughts were interrupted with Sebastian knocking on the bathroom door, "My lady, are you alright?"

I tried to answer through my tears and sobbing but couldn't. I couldn't catch my breath. I was having a hard time breathing. Instantly the door opened and Sebastian was kneeling in front of me. He grabbed my chin in his hand and lifted it so I was looking into his red eyes.

"Now now what's the matter?"

I couldn't answer. So I threw myself into his arms, wrapping my arms around his neck and burying my head in this shoulder. He wrapped his arms around me protectively. He knew it was my parents death that was bothering me. He held me there until I stopped crying.

I pulled back, "I-I'm s-sorry S-Sebastian."

"No need to be sorry Victoria, now must we get you cleaned up? You look like a mess." He grinned at me and stood up, holding out his hand to help me up.

I took it and stood giggling, "Thank you Sebastian."

"You're welcome my little demon."

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I have always had a crush on Sebastian when I was younger, as I grew up it developed more into love. He teases me sometimes because he knew about the crush I had on him when I was younger. As I grew up and he told me about it, I told him I was over it. When in reality I really wasn't over it. He believed me though.

But tonight when he was helping me prepare for bed. I couldn't help myself.

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"Sebastian?"

He looked up at me while he untied my shoes and took them off. "Yes my lady?"

"Remember when I was younger and I had a crush on you? And how I told you I was over it that one time?" I blushed slightly.

He nodded, "Yes indeed I remember. Are you suggesting you lied about not being over it?"

I slightly nodded still blushing, "Kinda. Yes. Maybe. I don't kn-"

He cut me off by kissing me on the lips. I closed my eyes and melted into the demons soft kiss. He pulled back and grinned at me with that devilish smile.

"I'll always be here for you my lady, I do in fact have feelings for you too m'lady."

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A/N: thank you for reading! This is my first black butler fan fiction. I hope you enjoyed it. Please review? Thanks for reading! :)