Desclaimer: I do not own Twilight and I do not make any money from writing this.
The beginning of Dawn
I don't know what i should exactly do right now but i don't have a choice, i'm sitting here and wait till the airplane takes off and hope that mom don't forget to pick me up when the airplane has landed. It didn't matter how much i had protested, i couldn't convince charlie to let me stay in forks. I know it's my own fault for being so depressed and all but still... i took a deep breath. Maybe it was the best for me to go to my mom, but i don't think it will actually work. I know i'm being such a whiney little girl, but without Jacob, there was no one who could fill the hole that he has left. The thought alone made my heart ache so that i had to pull my arms around my torso. Like always i felt like i was going to shatter into thousands of pieces, i had the feeling that this would never stop and the move wouldn't change anything. I tried to think about somthing else but it didn't help much until i could feel that someone touched me on my shoulder. I looked up and saw the worried face of a young man who sat next to me. "Are you feelng ill miss? Do you need somthing?" He asked politly. I hadn´t recognized that someone has sat next me. This was so embarrassing, he probably thinks that i'm a weirdo or somthing. I could feel the heat that ran through my face but i just shook my head unable to do anything else. He frowned and ask " You sure miss?" I just nodded weakly. I could see that he didn't believed me " Are you airsick?" So he would not continue to asks, I just nodded again and stared straight ahead. I did not want to be mean but I just had my own problems right god he didn't bother me any further. I was so absorbed in thoughts and my constant pain, that I paid no attention as the airplane launched. I was sleepy after some time but i didn't want to fall asleep here, i would just embarrassing myself if i start to scream here and i'm sure the people would bring me to a mental hospital. We've been traveling for a while now and I could feel how the gaze of the young man drifted to me sometimes and i'm sure he was just afraid that I would start to vomit next to him. But suddenly i heard strange noises and the plane suddenly started to move violently. Ohh my gosh, what is happening here! I started to panic and i feel like i'm really about to vomit. I looked aroung and saw that i'm not the only one who panicked, i could even hear some people scream. Suddenley i could feel a warm hand around mine and looked up to the young man who sat next to me, I know it is a stupid tough but he really does look good. His kind blue, almost grey eyes and his curly honey-wheat hair that was short on the sides and long on had a narrow but somewhat striking face and his fine facial features were soft and gentle." Everything will be fine, don't worry!" He nearly screamed but his voice was calm. Even so, I could still see the fear in his eyes. I wantted to respond but suddenly i felt something hit my head very hard and then everything went black.