Hello Sunny.
It's been one year since you passed and it still feels like it was only yesterday. I thought long and hard as to what to say today and decided to speak from the heart. Despite how we barely knew one another I consider you a friend and to me that is one of the most precious things. One of my greatest regrets in life was not talking to you more and getting to know you even better. But despite that you have this natural light inside of you that drew people to you. Your kindness and sincerity filled everything you did, whether it was working on your story or talking to someone directly.
Everyone loves you and miss you dearly.
Yours was a light this world needs more of and you inspired that light in others. Some time ago I had a conversation with a friend talking about those who have passed away including you and they said.
"Life is seemingly and truly just an unfair game that continues to make check against us in regards to ones that we admire most."
I thought about you and replied.
"TOO HELL WITH THAT!
The reason why I have this soul, the reason why have this fire inside of me is so I will not bow down to the whims of life and death! I have always said that only God has the right to dictate how I live. I'm going to take on the flames of there souls so that they may transcend such things!"
And I mean it, I want to live life In the spark of what you had inside. To me you cannot die because you have become a part of me and I hope to share that with others.
I regret never given the chance to try to help you in that is a request I will carry for the rest of my life. But I'm proud to of known you when I did.
To paraphrase something from Naruto "the flame of your soul will never burn out"
I hope in some way this message reaches you to let you know,
You still have many friends waiting to meet you again someday.
Love always, Anthony.