Goku, entry 1
I'm hungry. Hakkai told me to wite my thoughts down. This is fun! I wonder what the others will write. Hakkai made everyone write one. I'm not sure what I should do though. I think I'll ask Hakkai.
Goku, entry 2
Hakkai told me to write my feelings down when I told him that I still had no idea what to write. He gave me some topics to write on.
Here are the topics.
My friends
My hopes/dreams
Television shows
What happened in the day
My favourite food
He gave me more, but I don't wanna write anymore. I'm hungry, I'll go get some food….
Goku, entry 3
I was just on my way to get some food and I walked past Sanzo's room. I don't usually listen to what people are saying when they're on their own, but I heard Sanzo call my nickname.
"That damn saru ate all my food…" I heard him say I paused, trying to figure out who he was talking to. "Ah who am I kidding I think he knows I won't kill him." Suddenly, it clicked, Sanzo was writing to his diary and he was speaking what he was writing. I was about to leave, when something caught my attention.
"Am I really that much of a bastard that he'd rather be in isolation than be with me? "What am I to you?" Why the fuck couldn't I tell him?"
Was he talking about me? Why couldn't e tell me what? I listened more closely.
"Why can't I say…"I love you"?"
My heart stopped. Was he really talking about me? "Is it because I've never loved anyone before? Or am I afraid?" I decided to leave.
My mind is now spinning and my heart won't stop doing flips in time with my stomach. I'm not hungry anymore.
Sanzo loves me. I have to talk to him.
Goku, entry 4
Shortly after I left Sazo's room, I went back, my intentions were to talk with hem.
I wasn't expecting to find him crying.
"Ne? Sanzo? Are you ok?" I asked.
"Go away."
I spent an hour trying to figure out why he was crying, or at least, I pretended to. I decided that today wasn't the day to ask him about his feelings.
He began to hit me with his fan.i moved to leave, but as I got to the door,I truned around and smiled at him. "You know, you talk when you write." With that, I left.
