How Do You Love Someone. KHR Song Fic
Tsuna thought he was alone at the Vongola Mansion and decided to sing about the past before Reborn and his guardians came back fromthei missions.
I do not know anything. I just created the story.
The whole mansion was quite all his guardians were all off on missions he had given them. Tsuna sat there in his office thinking about the past he had before Reborn had came, he was glad that the ex-acrobaleno had come into his life, no matter how many times he had complained about the harsh training the man gave him, no matter the times he had almost died. It was better. Why? Simply because his mother and father weren't his real parents, they were related by blood but not by genes. He was the son of his current father's brother and wife but she was now gone and his dad was in prison. Yes, thats right he lost his mother and his was behind bars. Reason? Abuse. Thats right Tsuna and his mother were abused until he was 10 and his mother dead. Tsuna then closed his eyes started to sing
Mama never told me how to love
He remembered the cruelty he was subjected to. Each and every day.
Daddy never told me how to feel
He remembered the days his dad would come home drunk and would beat both him and his mom
Mama never told me how to touch
He remembered the way his mother would act around when he touch her
Daddy never showed me how to heal
He remember the way his dad would make him scream in pain
A single tear came down Tsuna'a face and he didn't even notice Reborn come in. He just carried on.
Mama never set a good example
He remembered the time his mom would run away or stay out late leaving him to suffer
Daddy never held mama's hands
He recalled all the family outings that always ended up in beatings
Mama found everything hard to handle
He recalled the times his mother broken down when he got home from school
Daddy never stood up like a man
He remembered the times his dad had made them move due to debt
I've walked around broken
The times he actually felt safer on the streets
Emotionally frozen
How he froze his own feeling to survive
Getting it on, getting it wrong
The times he had tried to fight against his dad and manged to get to safety or get knocked unconscious. At that point Gokudera and Yamamoto came in to report but stopped when the heard him sing the song and just stood there with Reborn with shock on their faces.
How do you love someone without getting hurt?
The remember the times had come in to school with bruises and bandages
How do you love someone without crawling in the dirt?
He remembered the times that he had to fight on the streets because he couldn't go home
So far in my life, clouds have blocked the sun
Everyday of his life was lifeless and pointless in his eyes.
How do you love, how do you love someone?
How do you love, how do you love someone?
Remembering asking his mother if she loved him and her running away from him.
Next Ryohei and Kyoya came in but were also unable to break the Don out of his sad trance. Now Tsuna's face was tear-stained but still calm.
I was always the crazy child
The 11th year of his life he spent to the streets
Their biggest scandal I became
The police had found him and brought him back there several times
They told me I'd never survive
No matter what he came up against
But survival's my middle name
He fought through whatever life threw at him
I've walked around hoping
Sometimes he would see his mother smile
Just barely coping
But once his dad came back it was gone.
Getting it on, getting it wrong
He recalled the times his dad would come back and just collapse and how his mother would try to kill him but never go through it
Now Mukuro, Chrome and Lambo was listening to their sky's sad song, just standing there with the rest of the family not able to do anything to comfort their boss
How do you love someone without getting hurt?
The pain, he got from feeling abandoned
How do you love someone without crawling in the dirt?
The sadness, he felt as he saw his mother die
So far in my life, clouds have blocked the sun
The dark, when he saw the clouds spill rain
How do you love, how do you love someone?
The loneliness, He knew now that she was gone
How do you love, how do you love someone?
The cold, the coldness of his mother's skin
It's hard to talk, to say what's deep inside
The silence, he could hear nothing
It's hard to tell the truth when you've always lied
The anger, all he wanted was fro him to disappear
How do you love someone without getting hurt?
His mothers blood, the crimson kept on seeping out
How do you love someone without crawling in the dirt?
His father's shock, he saw the tears in his tear but felt nothing
So far in my life, clouds have blocked the sun
The police, hearing the sirens from out side knowing someone called them
How do you love, how do you love someone?
His father's struggles, seeing that man being wrenched in the wall and his mother taken away
How do you love someone and make it last?
Meeting Nana and Iemitsu, seeing them try to open up heart again
How do you love someone without tripping on the past?
Meeting his real dad outside and fighting him and watching him being taken away by the police again
So far in my life, clouds have blocked the sun
Going to his mother grave, crying for the first time since he was saved
How do you love, how do you love someone?
Finally being free, free from his dad, free fro the pain
How do you love, how do you love someone? Someone
Being free from his past.
When he opened his eyes the were amber again , but all they showed was the resolution he had gained just now, everyone in the room knew that he had sorted everything out and now he wont let anything hurt the family. His guardians witness the last of the darkness that had shown in his eyes be wiped away and replaced with a light brighter than anything they had seen. It was strong and had no hesitance. They could help but gasp. This brought Tsuna out of his trance but he wasn't effected by their shock. He just told them to sit and told them about his past. They just sat their listening to the horrors their boss had suffered through long ago. Anger. Horror .Shock. Sadness, and many other emotions was hidden behind their eyes. They wanted to find the bastard that made him suffer and torture, maim and kill him. Tsuna saw this and all he said was this, "The fight with him is finished and if he escapes again i will finish it, I don't want you to stain your hands with a dirty man's blood. Even you Reborn. Just leave it" then he changed back to his cheery self and asked for the reports to come in one by one (Kyoya being first) they handed in their reports and although he said not to do anything they couldn't help it they want to look for that man and just before the left Tsuna said one more thing "The pain. The suffering. The fun… And I am here right now, because everyone was there for me. I couldn't have accomplished anything by standing still, without anybody's help. I treasure every moment I have spent here." and within that moment they knew that he was past everything. That their boss has took his pas and accepted it and he was asking them to do the same thing.
I redid it. How is it?
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