This story isn't a story. This is real life. This is my personal, ongoing experience that I am sharing with you. I've posted it under Twilight so you can think of the characters as Edward and Bella, but really, this can be whoever you want it to be. Drabble chapters, hoping for one update a day if you guys like it! Because not even I know how this is going to end…
July 2011
She was horny.
And lonely.
She worked too much and didn't really have a social life. Never been kissed, never had a boyfriend.
She wrote controversial, erotic fiction as an escape, an outlet to express what she could not in 'real life'. She felt that she was a very sexual being, but her only release for pent up sexual frustration was herself.
She had created a Tumblr full of pornographic reblogs that served as a safer vessel in opposition to sketchy pornography sites. She looked and fingered and orgasmed, and for a while, it was enough.
She wasn't sure what to think of the girls who posted their naked bodies on the site, for the pleasure of others. Some were too young, and some were… well, not her type.
She knew she was straight. But looking at images of men jerking just didn't do it for her. To see a flushing female writhing on rumpled sheets, a hand on a breast and the other between plump thighs… that was what she craved.
One day, though, looking wasn't enough.
She solicited words, or "Dirty talk chats".
The purpose was to talk dirty to an acquiescing stranger, like a mutual online masturbation session.
Didn't matter if the person was male or female.
There was a messenger account with her fake name, and there were several promiscuous offers. To shoot down perverts, she lied and said that she didn't have a webcam.
Only the words would get them off.
She didn't expect the flood that came. About a dozen or so males accepted her offer.
The first few times were awkward. She was selfish and picky, but it was her game, her rules.
There were a couple pictures exchanged between her and the best chatters, but that killed the mood, and she ended up blocking overzealous gentlemen right and left. She was so insecure about her own body, and frankly, penises were ugly.
She let it continue for about a month before thinking that it was a bad idea. She was ready to get rid of the whole thing, kind of embarrassed at being this internet whore who solicited sexual words.
Until one day, when he sent her a message that wasn't like the others.