Two years three months seventeen days.

The first time you looked at me time stood still.

For a moment there was no one in the world but you and me.

The first time you held me the rain stopped.

The cold I had felt a moment ago was replaced by your warmth.

The first time your lips met mine I felt heaven.

The sun shown brighter and the world was at piece.

The first time we were one was the first time I truly loved and was loved.

Life isn't always perfect but with you it was worth it.

There were times we fought.

There were times at night when I would cy and wonder if it was worth it.

There were times I wondered why you stayed.

The you look into my eyes and I knew we were together for love.

How can one mistake change everything?

How can one moment in moment in time destroy our lives.

But then I wonder if did.

I felt my world crumble but did yours.

I felt my tears go down my cheek did you.

I the look on your face.

I know you were hurt too but for long.

You called seventy two times.

Left thirty eight messages.

You came by ten times.

My door never opened for you.

I wanted to open the door.

I wanted to run into your arms.

I wanted to look into your eyes and see your love but I knew I would only meet more tears.

Every time I'm with someone I find myself comparing them to you.

They never meet my standards, they're never you.

Don't you see what you did to me.

Don't you see how I still haven't heeled form what you did.

A party.

That's all it was supposed to be.

One night with some close friends.

And then I saw your face.

For a moment I thought it was my mind playing tricks on me.

Then you said my name.

As if in a dream I could feel the world slowing down.

Then it started again.

The room was smaller then it was before.

It was like everyone was screaming.

I had the urgent to run.

So that's what I did.

I ran. I ran out the door.

I ran into the rain.

I ran to a park near by and collapsed.

My tears were one with the rain.

Then I felt someone place their hand on my shoulder.

I didn't turn around but I knew it was you.

I always did. You and me were just like that.

I looked into your eyes and saw the pain in them.

You pulled me into your arms and I felt warm again.

Two years three months seventeen days.

That's how long I've missed your arms around me.

Two years three months seventeen days.

That's how long I've missed your lips against mine.

Two years three months seventeen days.

That's how long I've missed your love.

Two years three months seventeen days.

Maybe we can start again.