Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural or it's characters.

Warnings: Wincest. Features slash between brothers Sam and Dean Winchester. Don't like don't read, simple. I guess it's kinda one-sided?

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Dean had just gotten back from a local bar and was about to unlock the door to the hotel room he shared with Sam but stopped when he heard Sam talking to himself. Him being the ever so nosy (and protective) big brother he was stopped and listened.

Pressing his ear to the door he heard Sam say "He's your brother, Sam. Whats wrong with you?" "These thoughts, these feelings? They've gotta stop." "You want your brother, your fucking BROTHER as a lover." "Want him so bad it hurts." "It's disgusting, it's wrong and it gets worse every day." "If Dean knew he'd hate you. He'd never wanna see or talk to you again." "He'd think your a freak, a disgusting freak." "He'd be right too."

Dean heard a small sniff and heard Sam say: "God what's wrong with me?"

Dean could tell his brother was on the verge of tears but he couldn't move, couldn't do anything at that moment, so he just stood there. Truth is he'd never hate Sam, no matter what, he was still his baby brother.

He then heard Sam say: "Get yourself under-control Sammy, Dean will be here soon and you don't want him suspecting anything." Another sniff.

Dean decided at that moment to put on his best pokerface and unlock the door.

"Hey, Sam. I'm back."

Dean would never tell Sam he had heard what he said, just as Sam would never tell Dean how he really felt.

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Author's note: This is my first Wincest or attempt at Wincest fic ever, so be gentle.

It just kinda popped into my head randomly and I decided to write it down.

I know it isn't the best but I hope you enjoy and any reviews are very much appreciated, thank you.