I know, I know writing a new story but left the others just hanging but do not fret this one will not be long, it really just is to help me get out of my Scandal funk. The chapters will be short and entertaining (I'm hoping). I saw the previews for the next episode and I really am not going to watch till stuff starts blowing up and curve balls start to be thrown, I still haven't watched the first episode. This is from Fitz point of view and lets say he wants to join the fun. So bare with me Ella Tales, Operation Heels, Simply Meant to Be, In All Honesty, Dark of the Night, Them Hands, and House of Their Own are all on the horizon. (Dang i am behind and those are only my Scandal Fics and i am still writing new ones...ughhh I'm going to stop rambling and get typing)

Disclaimer: I do not own anything


I am different. I flirted with anything that showed me attention and didn't give a damn, why should I. Hey I was a free man. No wife, no Olivia, and hey I am a powerful and good looking man, with every woman I've been with singing about me blessing. As I looked around at the "team" that got me in the very chair I was sitting in one way or another I felt...nothing. I was numb but that is what they pushed me to, what I let them do to me.

"I would like to say thank you all for coming and I'm going to get right down to business. See I know everyone in here thinks I'm the spoiled, handsome, rich boy. Everyone likes to think they have power over me and you know what I believed it too. Cyrus you were my pit-bull fought my dirty backyard fights. Mellie you were my arm piece, mother of my children. Jake you were my ear to the ground, my friend. And Olivia god, you were my fixer, world, life, everything. I gave myself to you, you made me believe in myself but I was always second to you. But you know I'm ready to join in on the fun, I have a surprise for you all. Lauren please send in the surprise."

No one knew how to react to the way I was talking and acting and I loved that. I saw them all react to the moment when they heard a hand on the door. Liv loses her breathe when she sees who walks in.