and I cant talk as you can tell... how? well..is a long story.
When i was alive, I had these weird visions...about that troll...
i dont really know him but he somehow looks like me... in a different way.
he claims to be the grand highblood.. well its not my first time seeing him.
i see him all the time but..these days.. i see him with blood all over him.. colorful blood..
Red..Blue...Green...Brown...Purple...Pink...blood...
I am starting to get curious...where did all that blood come from?
The moon was out, and i was hanging out with meulin. we were chilling under a tree.
we used to talk until we fall asleep. she talks about her ships. I was just listening to her.
not knowing i suddenly fell asleep... I had this horrifying dream... about that one troll... that looked exactly like me...
he was covered in blood.. and holding the heads of six trolls...they..looked..exactly like my friends...
kankri...mituna...porrim...horuss..rufioh...meulin... he looked at me and said.. "THIS IS YOUR MOTHERFUCKING DESTINY, AND THIS IS THEIR MOTHERFUCKING FATE."
I screamed and shouted "NO!" I woke up and kept screaming! i couldnt help myself! i didnt want that to happen! i kept screaming until my mouth started bleeding! i looked over at meulin..she was...crying.. her ears...were bleeding...she tried to calm me down..
she was in pain... i couldnt forgive myself... i had to punish myself... i cant forgive myself for hurting the one i love..
i had to keep my mouth...Shut..
(Had to write this. For no reason. I was just imagining how kurloz made meulin deaf and why.. so Yep.. )