Follow the White Dragon
by Shadowesque13
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Summary: I feel like Alice down the rabbit hole.
Dis: YGO! (c) Kazuki Takahashi
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I'm falling. I know I'm falling; I can feel it. Down into the darkness; there goes the light, the sun. How far will I go? The chilled air rushes by.
I feel like Alice down the rabbit hole. It's silly, but it's true. I'm in a strange land called life. I don't know what to do, who's who, where to go. But I go. Until I find myself in some predicament where my Wonderland comes crashing down, the dream's over, and I wake up where I know I belong.
That hasn't happened yet. No, instead, I'm stuck here. I can't stop. I'm tumbling so far, too far down that I fear that there is no bottom. Or if there is, then I shall die. No one can survive a fantasy like this, a fall so great.
I followed the White Rabbit (or perhaps the White Dragon would work better for my fairy tale) to my own demise, blinded by all the fantastic things I dreamed up. A powerful company, dominance over a complex game, I had, I have, I will have all that I desire. Yet look at me now.
Time speeds up, slows down, I don't know quite what's going on. Is it all a dream or some sick, nightmarish reality? Do I want to wake up, or is what's on the other side even worse? What could be worse than falling, so helpless, so useless, lost all control? Gravity's taken control. The air grows colder the deeper I go. I grow colder, perhaps I'm ice; I've fallen for so long. And it's dark. Can't see. Can't see where I'm going. Is it the darkness inside my heart? Or has the sun abandoned me?
Where am I going? Where will I stop? Never-ending? Just a dream? Or will I survive to continue wondering through this frightening world? Ridiculed, an outcast. A cold, dark stranger. How much more will I be forced to endure?
Tumbling down this rabbit hole. Alice foresaw no happy ending. I will not receive one as she had at the very end.
If this ever ends.