I
don't own Naruto or anything else but the plot oh, and the little
poem
thingy too. That's mine!
Rating: K
Paring: Umm.. Onesided Naruto and Kakashi well sorta. Oneshot
Summary:
This is when Kakashi wants to let Naruto's training go. So Naruto
told Kakashi a few choice words and thinks back on them after
Kakashi is
gone.
Dreamers
Naruto's pov :
I can't believe that I said that to him! What was I
thinking?! I know he
must hate me now. All I wanted was for him
to care about me. To train me,
but he said no, that someone else
had to train me because he had to focus on
Sasuke. I didn't know
what to say and then I remembered what I was told.
"Ninja
who don't follow orders are trash, but ninja who leave behind their
team mates are worse then trash." I reminded him of that
then asked him what
he was. His eyes widened and he went to say
something but then I just left.
I just turned and walked away
saying over my shoulder that I didn't want a
master who would
leave his team mates by my side anyways. I know I shouldn't
have
said it but then again, can you blame me.
Why are they always
looking at Sasuke? Don't they see me here too? I'm right
here.
I'm waiting for them to see me. The real me, not the monster they
always see inside of me, but me who would willingly die for them.
Me who
loves them all even though they all just sneer and beat
me. I've never
raised a hand back to anyone of them. Not when
they hit, kicked, punched
slapped, whipped, or burned me. I never
told a soul. I remember once when I
was a kid that a ninja with
spiky grey hair grabbed my arm and burnt it. I
remember running
home and crying for nights on end. I remember seeing that
same
ninja again after I finally became a genin.
When he didn't
hurt me I had hoped that perhaps he was sorry and wanted to
be my
friend. Then I realized that he wasn't sorry that he didn't even seem
to remember. I was 15 when I realized that Kakashi was a heavy
drinker and
was probably drunk when he did it. So I forgave him
and continued to smile.
He looked at me weird, but smiled back
none the less. I think that's when I
might have fallen in love.
He had been my tormentor, then my teacher, then
my friend, then
he just left me like I wasn't even there.
I've gone by many
names, Naruto, Monster, Filth, Trash, Ninja, Luck, Boy,
and many,
many others similar to them but in the end I believe I'm one
thing,
a dreamer. After all I dream a dream, that's such a dream, that
dreamers won't dream this dream. I dream that Hatake Kakashi will
love me
one day. I dream a dream that dreamers don't dream. I
only hope that once
before I die I can tell another of my
dreams.
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I hope you enjoyed this. It was just
something I cooked up while putting off
my other stories, because
I'm not sure where I want to take them again.
Anyhow, reviews are
more then welcome, and you know I reward my reviewers!
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