Losing it all
By SW
' ' –Sanzo thinking
Everything seemed to be in slow motion as the monk turned toward the blast of light bearing down upon him. The blurred movement of the boy rushing in front of, protecting him as they were sent flying. Debree falling about them, dust settling in a cloud.
Sanzo pushed him self up on his elbows, weighed down by the limp form sprawled on top of him. Goku? His breathing was shallow...Damn...He was bleeding...Fuck. Large gold flecked orbs peered at him, a pain filled smile.
"Yo Sanzo you ok?" The kid managed out, followed by a fit of coughing. "Baka! What the hell were you doing?!" He snapped, ' everything would be ok. ' "You ...f-finally got your ... wish." His breathing was becoming labored. 'No' "Shut up!" Was all Sanzo could say. Hakkai and Goyjo were running toward them. " Sanzo..." Goku's eyes were glazed over. 'He can't!' Hakkai was clutching his arm. "Shut up! Shut up!" The monk yelled, his hands shaking. "I-I......" The boy's body went slack, head falling back. His breath stilled. "GOKU GOKU!?!" Hakkai was crying, Goyjo had turned his head away with his eyes squeezed shut. Sanzo sat there silently, eyes wide in shock. "H-He's gone!" The brunette was shaking as the half-breed pulled him away. "Hope your happy Sanzo." He whispered in a barley controlled voice. Walking away with the distraught Hakkai, who was hanging onto him. "He was just a kid!" The words fading away.
Unable to move, the blonde haired monk sat there with the crumpled body in his arms. 'Goku.......You can't die.....I need ....You' He fell forward desperately hugging the broken boy. Tears rising in his eyes, he never said anything nice to him. 'I told him to shut up.' He stared down at the blood that covered his hands. He had lost everything that mattered to him, he sobbed.
~Owari
A weird depressing little idea popped into my head, if Goku actually managed to protect Sanzo.