I am on fire! Another angsty and sad one-shot. I just have something to say...So yeah, thanks CN for killing Wally! I mean, if it wasn´t bad enough that they decided to end Young Justice, you still had to make things worse? I am going to miss that speedracer so much and I am totally crashed Dick and him didn´t have more birdflash moments. But, enough of sad stuff. Here is the story and hope you like it :D

Title: I know that kind of pain

Pairing: Birdflash

Warning: Character´s death

You think I don´t know what it´s like? You think I don´t feel the same pain that you are feeling? I storm into my room in order to find only emptiness and darkness. That is my fucking life; darkness and emptiness. I am so alone and you think you that can come and tell me I can´t feel any pain? I have been feeling pain since I was 9!

I sit on my couch and wait for someone to come and reach me from behind and tell me that everything is going to be okay. That´s the thing I miss more about him; that thing, the thing that made him my best friend in less than 10 minutes, is the one that my heart craves the most. I have missed him from longer than you. I have been missing him since he quitted and left me alone in charge of a league that didn´t felt like my league anymore.

Nothing felt okay after the moment he left.

But you stayed. You stayed and he didn´t. You want the truth? I hated you. I hated you because you had him. You got to see him every day and I couldn´t. I missed him so badly and I had to be your friend just to have him 15 minutes.

I cover my face with my pillow and scream. I can´t cry. I don´t know why but I can´t. I can scream. Only when I am by my own I can do it. I scream his name. I am calling him. I am calling the name of someone that is gone, the name of someone that is not coming back. The name of a person that I will never have the chance to see again.

I will never be able to tell him that he is the most important person in my life.

He will never know how special he was and how much I carved for his touched and his smiles.

He will never live all those great moments I dreamed when I was just a 13 year old boy who was in love with his best friend.

He will never hear me say "I LOVE YOU".

And you still think I am not in pain? You still think I don´t know what is like? To loose the person you love, you love and you will always love the most?

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