I can't believe I talked myself into this. Get ready for some repeats of stuff. But I think y'all will like this. It goes along with WIHKL, but has a lot more Joe and Nick interaction (so, lots of smart alecky retorts on Joe's part, crazy suggestions on Kevin's part and eye rolling on Nick's part). I think there will be more Joella than I usually write, just because there's a lot more Joe.

I really, really hope that I can make my Kevin (hahahaha…my Kevin…sorry…got distracted at that thought…) sound like an actual guy's thoughts…

I'm awesome, right? I feel awesome! I'm wearing an awesome shirt my mom got me for Christmas. It says "Chapter One: My Two Favorite Words"

It makes me happy. Like reviews. (hint, hint)

I sighed heavily in English class. I wasn't looking forward to lunch…or was I? I wasn't really sure. I mean, yeah, I'd get to see Macy…but then, on the other hand…I'd be seeing Macy…I really liked her at times, but when she was in fangirl mode…I was kind of…scared of her.

That was absolutely ridiculous to admit…because when you look at Macy, she doesn't look scary…she actually looks really pretty with her big brown eyes and that gorgeous smile…but then she sees me and she freaks out and drops something on my foot or hits me in the face with something…she had gotten better, but still…

I sighed again and picked up my pen. Maybe if I came up with reasons I hated her, I wouldn't feel all…confused when it came to her.

Why I hate Macy Misa:

I hate that she forgives easily.

I hate that she's so sweet and innocent looking.

I hate the way she tries so hard and never gives up. She looks cute.

I hate that I can pick her scream out of the crowd at a concert-it makes it hard to concentrate.

I hate that she smells really, really good.

I hate the way she looks when she's sad.

I hate that I know I have to let her go when I hug her.

I hate that she's easy to read.

I hate that she leans into me when we're watching movies.

I hate that she's so oblivious about my feelings.

Well, shit. That didn't work. I was completely over the moon for her and she only saw me as Kevin of JONAS.

Great…

I just hoped my brothers wouldn't find out…or Stella. If Stella found out, I'd be screwed.

Isn't it funny how similar they are? I have part of the first chapter written already…I'll probably have it up before Sunday.