"Real life is not a game or a video; you can't push pause, rewind, or
restart. Live today as if there is no tomorrow, but always keep in mind
the consequences that come with too much freedom without boundaries; live
your life without much regrets; but do not forget those tears you shed
through your haunting mistakes and past experiences."
Rant: Wo0t, starting everything with a quote now. Wow, I've been away for such a long time, but the new Tennis no Oujisama game just got me into a writing mood again, so I started on something. ^^ This will be told in two ways, one in Fuji's writing, while the other in normal third person. I hope it'll get some good effects. ^^ Please R&R if you have the time. ::Smiles:: As this is only the beginning. ^^ Tezu x Fuji, just your normal couple ^^
Please enjoy~!!
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone.... ;_________; But I do own the words on this page~~ yay~~ Oh, and I own my own quote~ ::Smiles::
Prologue: Departure
Date: xx/xx/xx (Wed.) Weather: Cloudy Mood: Uncertain
You are never good at saying goodbye.
I guess that's why you avoided me the past few days, finding the most obscured details to concentrate on before your departure; like the color of the spare rackets, or the chipped paint of the locker rooms.
You took notice to evade my presence, speeding off to tend to the most time consuming problems, or the most tedious issues.
But then again, I supposed that wasn't too surprising. It is just like you, to escape the problem in your own uncertain ways.
You are never good at lying.
I guess that's why you diverted your eyes as I questioned you about your sudden trip and the time needed for the healing, mumbling an answer not to well thought upon in that stern tone of voice that I've gotten so used to.
You kept changing topics, switching from the new team member that is to replace you, to the class projects assigned days ago.
But then again, I suppose that wasn't too surprising either. You were never good at the emotion called love.
I don't know why, nothing you did surprised me, as I was able to keep my smile as I had the so-called conversations with you; crossing my arms beneath my chest, nodding as you continued your excuses.
But why?
Why do I feel... so...
Empty? Sad?
Confused?
Why do those excuses bother me; like a rock on my chest that is suffocating me, taking my breath away day by day, minute by minute?
You told me that you'll come back. You told me that I'll stay in your heart and thoughts always. You told me that you'll remember everything about me. You told me that you'll write to me, phone me, e-mail me, and try your best to contact me.
You told me that you love me.
Out of all the things you told me, which one is the truth? Or perhaps all of them are true, or none of them at all.
But I guess that doesn't matter much now, because you're leaving tomorrow.
I don't think I'll see you off like what everyone else is planning, holding the signs, saying their goodbyes, and giving you their best wishes. I don't think I'll be able to maintain my smile.
I don't think I'll be able to stop the tears I held back when you whispered your white lies and half truths.
But I want you to remember me as you said you would.
I want you to remember my smile.
Because your smile is the only thing that you left me.
Rant: Wo0t, starting everything with a quote now. Wow, I've been away for such a long time, but the new Tennis no Oujisama game just got me into a writing mood again, so I started on something. ^^ This will be told in two ways, one in Fuji's writing, while the other in normal third person. I hope it'll get some good effects. ^^ Please R&R if you have the time. ::Smiles:: As this is only the beginning. ^^ Tezu x Fuji, just your normal couple ^^
Please enjoy~!!
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone.... ;_________; But I do own the words on this page~~ yay~~ Oh, and I own my own quote~ ::Smiles::
Prologue: Departure
Date: xx/xx/xx (Wed.) Weather: Cloudy Mood: Uncertain
You are never good at saying goodbye.
I guess that's why you avoided me the past few days, finding the most obscured details to concentrate on before your departure; like the color of the spare rackets, or the chipped paint of the locker rooms.
You took notice to evade my presence, speeding off to tend to the most time consuming problems, or the most tedious issues.
But then again, I supposed that wasn't too surprising. It is just like you, to escape the problem in your own uncertain ways.
You are never good at lying.
I guess that's why you diverted your eyes as I questioned you about your sudden trip and the time needed for the healing, mumbling an answer not to well thought upon in that stern tone of voice that I've gotten so used to.
You kept changing topics, switching from the new team member that is to replace you, to the class projects assigned days ago.
But then again, I suppose that wasn't too surprising either. You were never good at the emotion called love.
I don't know why, nothing you did surprised me, as I was able to keep my smile as I had the so-called conversations with you; crossing my arms beneath my chest, nodding as you continued your excuses.
But why?
Why do I feel... so...
Empty? Sad?
Confused?
Why do those excuses bother me; like a rock on my chest that is suffocating me, taking my breath away day by day, minute by minute?
You told me that you'll come back. You told me that I'll stay in your heart and thoughts always. You told me that you'll remember everything about me. You told me that you'll write to me, phone me, e-mail me, and try your best to contact me.
You told me that you love me.
Out of all the things you told me, which one is the truth? Or perhaps all of them are true, or none of them at all.
But I guess that doesn't matter much now, because you're leaving tomorrow.
I don't think I'll see you off like what everyone else is planning, holding the signs, saying their goodbyes, and giving you their best wishes. I don't think I'll be able to maintain my smile.
I don't think I'll be able to stop the tears I held back when you whispered your white lies and half truths.
But I want you to remember me as you said you would.
I want you to remember my smile.
Because your smile is the only thing that you left me.