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"Bella" I paused "I'm sorry Bella" I put my arm around her shoulders as I sat down next to her.

We sat in silence looking out her window into the forest. "I think your mum will be happier now she's gone to a better place, she won't be in pain anymore Bells" I said in the most comforting voice I could.

I rested my head on her shoulder as fresh sobs broke out.

"How... How di... Did you know?" She stuttered.

"Carlisle was on shift last night, as soon as I woke up he told me, I ran here as fast as I could"

"Oh" she whispered. "How come Em and Alice didn't come then?" not sounding like she was hurt that they weren't here, just wondering.

"Emmett's over at Jaspers having a video game marathon" she giggled at that. "And Alice has gone for a weekend shopping trip with Esme" she rolled her eyes.

I started humming the song I composed for Bella when we were 10, the first song I had ever composed. It was composed for her because I have always liked Bella but never had the guts to tell her, I still do and she still doesn't know. I know she won't like me though. I'm pretty sure she sees me as just a brother from a different mother nothing more, nothing less.

I rocked us back and forth to calm her she now had her head on my shoulder and her eyes shut. I thought she was asleep so I lay her down on the bed. I made sure she was comfy before I stopped humming. As soon as I did her eyes jerked open.

"Don't leave!" I smiled.

"I wasn't I just thought you were asleep"

"oh" she said, A blush creeping across her cheeks. I chuckled as I lay down next to her and put my arm around her again.

I wanted to tell her now more than ever that I have liked her since we were 8.

"Bella now probably isn't a good time to tell you this but that will be the same excuse every time if I don't tell you know. I've kept this to long I just wanna know your answer whether its good or bad." I turned on to my side and put my hand on her belly. "Bella I think...i think I love you." I looked away embarrassed.

I felt her hand push my head so it was facing her and before I knew it we were kissing. It was such a weird and intense feeling yet the most wonderful I've had in my life, it felt so...right. I turned more so I was nearly on top of her.

"Bella I'm so-" I turned around just in time to see Alice staring at us then run away. Shit.

I turned now to look at Bella her face was as red as a tomato, and her eyes wide and staring at me.

I lay back down on my back. We sat in complete and utter silence. "I better go talk to her" I said after a while. Bella said nothing as I got up to leave "bye Bella I'll be back as soon as I can, I promise" I said softly.

I was about to walk out the door when Bella started talking "Edward I love you to always have and always will."

I turned around kissed her gently on the forehead and left.

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