Do you know how I feel...?
That I just want to hold you...
....hold you in my arms....
...forever.
Yagami Hikari...
I can't believe myself.
Obsessing over some little girl... Taichi's sister, no doubt!
But you know what, Hikari? I can't help it... I love you so much, it doesn't bother me that you're younger...
You're eyes are so wide and adorable when you smile... I love it.
Yagami Hikari meet Ishida Yamato.
I hate to do this to you Hikari... I know, I just know, that you love Takeru. Gomen nasai...
But I love you.
I love you so much that tears run down my cheeks when I think of you, and your soft hair, your innocent eyes...
I know that you could never love me back.
You love Takeru, don't you?
This is selfish of me, I know... I just want, for once, for you to look at me like I know you do him.
Weird, isn't it?
Usually it's the younger girl who likes the older guy or something, not the other way around.
I only wish that you could like me back.
But I know you can't, Hikari. Yagami Hikari.
How many times have I written that name?
That name attached to mine, even.
Ishida Hikari. Ishida Hikari-san.
I love that name.
But more so, Hikari...
I love you.
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Do you know how I feel...?
That I just want to hold you...
....hold you in my arms....
...forever.
Ishida Yamato...
Funny, isn't it?
Hey, everyone says it.
Look, there goes Hikari and Takeru! They're going to get together, you know! It's fate!
Is it really?
Because I really don't love Takeru, do I?
Oh, Yamato, I just wish that I could tell you!
How my heart longs to be with you, how tears fall down my cheeks at the very thought of you hugging me... kissing me...
But it'll never happen, and I know it.
I'm not the only girl who completely and totally idolizes you. Sheesh, there must be fifty in my grade alone!
But I have Daisuke on one side, and Takeru on the other, and I just want out!
To burst out of the trap...
...and fall into your open arms.
Heh. I'm poetic, aren't I?
But really, Ishisa Yamato...
The name tickles my tongue... I want to say it, over and over again!
But I'm not the only one who does.
I'm just the only one who doesn't have a chance.
The little girlfriend? Who knows...?
You probably think of me as Takeru's dumb little friend' anyway. Or Taichi's little sister'.
I'm not just that, Yamato. Or, as I secretly say, Yama-sama.
I'm living. I have feelings...
...I love you.
A/N: Well? This Yakari fic was for the contest, so... I hope you enjoyed it! ^^! Ja ne! Kyra-chan.